qotd: pro life or pro choice? 🌻
⎯ [show: buffy the vampire slayer]
"loneliness became something that lived inside me, a parasite ready to strike, the holster attached to my hip whether the gun was loaded or not. loneliness sept through the steam from my showers, the skipped meals chased with bottles of my mother’s vodka, the subtle glances between my friends because i always took it a little too far, i was always a little too much, so loneliness held my hair back when i stumbled into the bathroom, and loneliness gave me a pillow and some advil before i passed out on the tile floor. i don’t know when she went from a fear to a friend, i just know she sings me to sleep when no one else will. i just know she has my favorite voice."
written by: tiredbtw.tumblr.com