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"i called her beautiful. I must not do that again."
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#oc #originalcharacter #badpast #fear #donot

Sometimes, I just wish you never happened.. #GayBoy #BadPast #Memories #Scars #FakingSmile

When me smile... 💛 |
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#forgetit

#MasaSilam
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Setiap hari, sarapan, menu fevret saya memang teh tarik dan roti canai.
Pergi lah mana pun, mamak ke, kedai melayu ke,

Nampak je saya duduk, mereka takkan tanya, teh tarik dan roti canai akan terhidang depan mata. Siap dh tahu dah harga nak perlu bayar berapa (melainkan masa tu brg naik harga, kene tanya sket kalau tak malu salah bagi jumlah byrn). Dan ad satu masa tu, sebulan saya tak singgah mana2 kedai utk sarapan. (Sbb bulan ramadhan uolss, pergi sarapan kang kafir kang mendapatnya). So saya lps puasa, nak 'bertaubat' , xnk mengambil makanan yg xsehat. Sy mula slow2, sy cuba xminum teh tarik. Sy minum air kosong je. (Roti canai xdpt move on lagi, dh fevret selama 22 tahun). So saya, pergi ke gerai makan sy biasa pergi. Di sinilah dugaan yg sy hadapi asbab sejarah hitam sy yg lalu.

Sy xsmpt nk order mengikut niat baharu saya, tbe2 teh tarik dah sampai.
Sy kata xpe ini hari je.

Esok pergi dgn ayah, ayah yg siap orderkan teh tarik utk saya sebelum menanya saya. Sy kata xpe, esok srpn sorg2 haha

Harini pergi , dgn cpt sy angkt tgn dan mention dgn jelas nak air kosong satu. Tp yg sampainya teh tarik jgk.
Mesti acik tu fikir "budak ni silap order ni, salah sebut ni, mesti dia nak teh tarik punya"

Kat sini sy belajar sesuatu.

Bila kita ad kisah silam yg pahit dan semua org tahu. Memang kesukaran utk hijrah itu nyata.
Dgn kata2 org sekeliling, dgn keyakinan dan kepercayaan org tu dh hilang.

Kita cuba meraih semula hormat drpd masyarakat utk yakin yg kite sememangnya nak berubah.

Kita takleh putus asa. Kite kene zahirkan setiap hari setiap masa perubhan yg kte nk buat tu, sbgaimana dahulu 'istiqamahnya' kte menzahirkan kebatilan kita.

Slow2. Tahan telinga, tebalkan muka. Dulu wat dosa chill and steady. Takkan nak buat baik nak segan plak. Biarlah depa nak cakap ap.

Depa yg bg 'teh tarik' kte mintak 'air kosong'
:) *mesti korang tertanya, ap kene mengene gmbr di ats dgn roti canai kan?
Ad kene mengene,

Sbb muka kat ats tu, sekor2 nak kene canai sbb letak gmbr gila bapak random.

Sorry xde gmbr tgh makan roti canai. I makan x selfie haha

มุมเดิมๆ #BadPast. 😭

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"i called her beautiful. I must not do that again."
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#oc #originalcharacter #badpast #fear #donot

I used to be a depressive kid. I got bullied because of my name and I became a bully later in order to get recognition from others. I didn't know ltr that would lead me to depression.
I didn't know how valuable I am as I couldn't find any reason for my worth Until one day I realize I am truly beautiful inside out. I have a role to play to this world and I hope with this role I can bring more impact to the people around me.
I hope with my existence I can bring more light to many people. So do follow my instagram and I hope through this channel we can grow together to a better us :) #growth #badpast #depression #overcome #fightit #anxiety #youarebeautiful #youareamazing #trustinyourself #conviction #goals #bethebest #youareawesome #struggles #childofgod #greatness #roar #icareforyou #letsbegreat #youcandoit #bully #bullied #victimofbully

(Neither of these photos are mine)
Day 13 of 25 days of fitmas!
Sweet tooth substitutes!

As you all know by now I love my fruit and veg and through different diet plans/meal preps I've found that fruit is SO amazing as a substitute for sugary drinks/foods!

Some of you who know me in real life will know I have had MASSIVE dental problems all my life. (3 permanent fillings and a root canal by 18) This is due to my teeth naturally being very weak, but also my -verging on- addiction to sugar through my life. I've really only be able to shake it through cold turkey-ing the process and don't get me wrong, the quick drop in blood sugar levels left me exhausted, until I started replacing it with GOOD sugars and GOOD carbs that gave me slow release, healthy energy through the day.

Another great substitute for sugary things (in this case, chocolate) has been my chocolate flavoured shakeology. When I joined up as a coach, I got a free bag and it honestly tastes kind of like a cold hot chocolate! It's crazy how similar beachbody got the likeliness! The best thing about it? It's completely amazing for you and has NONE of the negative side effects that chocolate does 😄
@angiebellemarefitness
#fruit #healthy #healthyfood #happy #toothproblems #mystory #teeth #badpast #shakeology #beachbody #coach #25daysoffitmas #tasty #newbeginnings

Let me expose my most odious demons to you. They run across my spine the moment my lips release a breath of toxins. Creep into my brain, you may learn a thing or two.
Excuse me while I shake more than a rattled leaf from its branch. My ptsd is at it again.
I'm sorry. I apologize for the mess ive made. The blade just couldn't stay away; my old friend. The only one that decided to stay.
These demons have always enjoyed their games under my skin. Using my nerves and ribs like swings. They remain in the voided chest. Please know, I will never be sane.
God never came as I cried out in between weeps, neither did the ghosts of loved ones that I begged to see.
All I had were imaginary friends that bullied me just as much as those around me.
My mind is a disaster.
Every morning I wake its hours of fighting to keep that latch closed so I can survive just for the day.
So, I may not be sane. Nor broken either. Unhinged and beastly is the gain. But please don't feel so intimidated.
Just like you, I wanted to escape from this pain. ***Btw I don't advocate smoking, hence why you never see it in my posts. Its a shameful habit I'm stuck with till I break it. Don't fucking smoke cigarettes. I never got into it willingly and never did it for the old bullshit verses adults drill into your brains. We all know what they've said. Anyways, just don't do it. Find a better coping skill.*** #poetry #writing #expressiveart #shortwritings #sadpoet #darkaesthetic #dontsmokekids #badhabits #ptsd #manicdepressive #dissociation #dissapointment #anxiety #selfloathing #apathy #photography #photoediting #badpast #venting #blueaesthetic

I'm only a man with a candle to guide me..I' m taking a stand to escape what's inside me.. A monster.. I've turned into a monster and it keeps getting stronger.. I get the feeling just because everything I touch isn't dark enough.. If this problem lies in me.. #pokemon #pokemoncommunity #pokemonultrasun #pokemonultramoon #ultrasun #ultramoon #anime #animes #teamskull #teamskullgrunt #teamskullgrunts #teamskullleader #itsyourboy #itsyaboi #guzma #bossguzma #bromley #yaboy #deep #sad #cry #crying #badpast #past

We all have a past that hurts badly. Why wasting that past that made us suffer? Utilise that past to make your future better and brighter than that😌💖
#badpast #useitdontloseit #learnfromthepast #life #quotes
For more motivational quotes follow @lets_say_it @lets_say_it

Un brindis por aquel gilipollas al que su madre enseñó a renegar de su pasado, creerse mejor que nadie en el presente y ser un solitario desgraciado en el futuro. A su salud.
#freetime #beertime #beer #nails #nailsart #tattoogirl #tattoo #fingertattoo #satanictattoo #piercing #lipspiercing #fuckyou #badpast

Its So Easy To Be Bad, But So Hard To Be Good. At The End Of The Day I Have To Look In The Mirror & Will I Be Happy With What I See.. #Good #Bad #Maturity #Growth #Confidence #ConfrontingMyIssues #Motivation #Recovery #Sobriety #BadPast #GoodFuture #Learning #OneDayAtATime #CloseUp #SnapbackAndTattoos #SelfImage #Character #GoodHeart

so this is an new o,c named sabastion he's a very sad boi from his past but he always has a smile on his face when he was 5 his family was killed right in front of him they didn't kill him because they made him a slave and tortured him and cut one of his eyes out he got away one day and ran all the way to Italy and didn't stop he lived alone ever since then he has friends now he lives on the streets but he's been more happy he's currently 13 his full name is sabastion francis allburg "if reposted credit and tag me" *do not steal trace or ref me art*

#digitalart #traditionalart #badpast #scaryart #chibiart #sketches #December #marchwinds #Aprilflowers #festiveart #Christmasart #cute #anime #memes #vines #cringe #stupid #littlenightmares #nibba #eddsworld #stevenuniverse #rickandmorty

Rude outside,Broken inside.
#badpicture #dirtymirror #badpast

I’m just gonna leave this here. ...
#badpast #scared #nervous #gonnafuckthisup #waytoohard

The sad truth 💔 #past #badpast #healing

You can always take more than nothing. ✌🏼💖
#oldpic #forgetthepast #badpast #longhair #brownhair #browneyes

My name is Skye! I am a victim of the diagnosis of social anxiety disorder, depression disorder, severe anxiety disorder, severe ADHD, and mood disorder. I have experienced 3 MAJOR heartbreaks so far I used to suffer with self harm (I am over 1 year clean! Yay!!😂👏) I have been through sexual harassment MULTIPLE times, child abuse for 2 years, witnessing my father's death, bullying, suicide attempts, and more. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't my friend who rescued me and God🙏 I hope u would like this page to help u relate!

I'm proud of the woman i am today because i went trough one hell of a time becoming her.🙈🙌
#proud#badpast#happynow#happyasf#nobodycan'ttakethat#yeahh🤘

5 years ago... I was really a bad girl, make much troubles in my life and my security and family ... We can change, for yourself, and for people around us. (my God I was much beautiful than now 😭) #badpast #bandandy #betternow #noregrets #justlove

จงย้อนมองดูสิ่งที่เกิดขึ้นในอดีต เรียนรู้สิ่งที่มีคุณค่าจากมัน แล้วทำในสิ่งที่แตกต่างให้เกิดขึ้นในปัจจุบัน 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🚶🏻‍♀️🚶🏻‍♀️🚶🏻‍♀️#thepresentmoment #badpast

Maria's Daily Feng Shui Tip: Our homes reveal our subconscious issues. If you haven’t updated your decor in eons, you maybe living in the past in some ways. To move forward, add new elements to your space and get rid of items from the past that could hold a negative memory. www.bhcfengshui.com
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#fengshui #fengshuitips #instadaily #instagood #energy #homeinterior #homes #homedecor #bedrooms #livingspace #homeelements #clutter #spiritjunkie #momlife #mom #interiorandhome #homesweethome #mylife #negativeenergy #stuckup #badmemories #badpast

Just because the past didn't turn out like you wanted it to, doesn't mean the future can't be better than you ever imagined. -Ziad K. Abdelnour
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It's Espurr!! My mommy adopted her when she was 6 years old - she's 7 years old now!!! #catsofinstagram #cats #kitty #cat #adopted #rescue #badpast #Pokemon #sister

Solo tu riesci a trascinarmi fuori da casa per andare a rincorrere le papere mentre diluvia! #ilovemyakita #myprotector #pettherapydog #bettermedicine #akitainu #japaniseakita #lungofiume #noday #myghost #badpast

Best memories cum from bad ideas........🕯🌟 #badpast

MY HALLOWEEN PUMPKIN!! Art done by Abbie
#milliebobbybrown #eleven #strangerthings #fanart #badass #badpast

4 years ago I was 13 stone. 3 years ago I was 9 stone. For 2 years iv been 12 stone. No gym nothing. Just under active thyroid/alcohol/fatty foods. I can honestly say my body isn't as disgusting as I thought when I just took this pic. But a serious lifestyle change is being done. When I don't drink alcohol I feel so good in my mind. I'm still so young and have a huge life ahead, but not if I carry on doing what iv been doing since the age of 13. Iv had such a hard life most from evil people and some from my own choices. The only people that truelly know me is my family. I don't have friends. Iv never ever trusted anyone after the shit iv suffered. The biggest thing that takes over my life is body dysmorphia. Im always obsessing of ways to improve the way i look. If i was rich id of had so much surgery by now. But iv not had any ever to afford (luckily for my family) . I have low confidence, though it may seem I have alot. I look in the mirror and hate what I see. I compare myself to beautiful women all the time to the point of feeling suicidal and worthless. I do have good mornings where I like what I see but it's rare. Projecting an image of a person who takes selfie etc of them being "full of themselves" isn't the way to go in life. It's not clever and it's not right to put people down. Moral of the story is.. you don't know what demons people have behind that smile. So do not judge. #bodydysmorphia #depression #loveandpeace #demons #thinkfirst #bullies #stopbullies #speakout #truth #openingup #newlife #badpast

Gotta get my welding addiction fix lol. They say a welder's arm looks like a heroin addict's arm. I don't find this to be true as someone in recovery and I also don't find it okay to play on heroin addiction because it's serious shit. However as someone in recovery if I don't live without joking and having fun with life I will lose myself. It's almost been 6 years since I dropped dope and got help through the buprenorphine program on February 7th 2012. Welding however has saved my life. It's taught me maturity, patience, strength, consistency, calmness, how to keep steady, how to do math problems in my head quickly, and how to work long days hard as hell. I am proud of my trade and proud of the past I've crawled my way out of to get to where I am today. So this will offend some I am sure. But if you knew who I was, and where I came from you'd understand my jokes aren't malicious but to poke fun at my past, show love for my addiction to welding, and the career that's kept me and my love afloat. #addiction #weldingburn #weldingaddict #weldinglover #startedfromthebottom #nowimhere #femalewelder #dopejokes #badpast #whoiamtoday

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