#babalonworking

MOST RECENT

Preparation with John Dee and the Empire of Angels.

“I have built of my love a nest wherein the bed is made for birth and I have lit the gentle flower to spell the secret and I have built me a tender shell in the mouth of fear, all for thee [...] my arms desire nought but to make a cage to capture the light of thee and my eyes do look in dreadful places for the star of thee and my mouth and my tongue are made a flower to hold all this, the honey with which I would call thee […] and even this is thy fearful blessing.” — Marjorie Cameron, excerpted from her magical diary, Lamb’s Canyon, California desert

early #YoniMagick bday gifts via @diecedarpine
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#Obsidian #YoniEggs for strengthening vaginal muscles, reducing menstrual cramps, harnessing sensuality, achieving even more intense orgasms & sexual pleasure, etc...
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i occasionally suffer from #dyspareunia (painful intercourse due to trauma) along with secondary/situational #vaginismus (involuntary vaginal muscle spasms) both caused by a combination ov childhood sexual abuse, several sexual assaults in my adult years, & an old unhealthy habit ov dating anywhere from sexually ignorant to sexually abusive partners.
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think i first noticed pains about age twenty but it became the worst ever 4 or 5 years ago. i felt so broken. only within the last 3 years ov immense selfLove & healing has it been improving. at one point a few years back i remember reading an article titled "When Tight Becomes Too Tight" which resonated with mee too much. this had made mee very desirable to past male bodied partners but tbh few had the empathy or desire for mutual pleasure & reciprocation, likely due to porn addictions & unhealthy views about women, sex, & perceived male entitlement. this made sex terrifying & often impossible for years. it caused great disruption in many relationships with little substance other than physicality. that shit doesn't cut it for demisexual / #SupraSexual AlphaKitten.
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gratefully now w/ my loving, sexually adept & Understanding partner there's been no issue for us. it is really quite liberating! i do still have pain at times, usually caused by night terrors but sometimes pain comes outta nowhere for no apparent reason. therapy, mediation, yoga, dance & kegel exercises really help but healthy, sex positive, patient & respectful partners are essential. the #YoniEgg gots brought up once so then sweet Pete just surprised mee with these the other day & i am so thankful. ♡
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#STARFIRERITUAL #SacredSexMagick #156 #BABALON #ConstantCopulation #Samadhi #Tantrista #SacredShit #Hypersigil #DaughterovBabalon #PathovBabalon #ScarletPath #ScarletWoman #ScarletMagick #SexualMagick #SexualHealing #DarkFeminine #SacredFeminine #CupovBabalon #BabalonHealing #BabalonWorking #theBabalonREWORKING #InNomineBabalon

Out of the seething cauldron of my woes, Where sweets and salt and bitterness I flung. #crowley
August, time to make #rosebeads. Cut and mash rose petals to pulp, cook in little water, cool down, squeeze out the remaining liquid by using a paper towel, roll, stick and form them on a knitting needle. Let them dry for several days. Polish if wanted. #redgoddes #roses #redroses #scarletwoman #babalon #babaloncurrent #babalonworking #paganrites #witchesofinstagram #greatrite #magnumopus #liber49 #liberXV

156 > 666
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156 the # ov a Woman/BABALON
666 the # ov a man/the beast
thus 156 > 666
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#BabalonBridlesthebeast. She rides & She guides the beast. beast symbolizes ego. everyone has ego. some operate more from its perspective than others but it's still there in us all. the volume & influence ov its voice is dependent upon many factors. untrained ego projects its insecurity out unto its reflection. its judgement was once vital for survival but in a hyperconvenient society its dated mechanisms & defenses only serve to protect fragile ego from realization ov its unnecessary burden. one cannot kill ego but may detach from identification w/ ego & instead identify w/ HigherSelf, represented here by Babalon, who holds the reins. everyone senses the presence ov this rider. the driver who is aware ov self, aware ov our thoughts & realizes it is not those thoughts but is the one who forms thought. just as w/ ego this is a part ov consciousness experienced by all.
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Babalon is HigherSelf as She is the Earth. we are Her as we are the Earth. we come from the Earth. we are made ov the Earth. we are born from Her body & to Her body we shall someday return. She is the Mother ov us ALL, every Abomination. the Earth is all we truly know, all we have, our only home. no matter ones disconnect & delusion they are still ov Her. this HigherSelf is that which is attuned to Earth, to BABALON, to our Mother Nature, to an Understanding & Compassion for IT, for beast, for ALL. this is Her Strength & Her Lust & that which is systematically repressed, externally by the programming ov so-called western civilization & internally by ego unchecked.
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#DoWhatThouWilt does not mean do whatever tf you want. it states do you, your True Will. this shit is not a game. no prize winners, no competition! it requires Intention, Honesty, Dedication, Ritual, Change. it demands the Knowledge & Converation ov HigherSelf, sacrifice ov ego impulse, shadow works, facing/accepting demons, etc... all for us so we may tame the beast! simply no faking it until making it & one will not arrive home on another's path. this Work may not be suited for many/most but IS open to ALL w/ the Heart & True Will to Work for IT.

#MATRONIZE
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Set my Star upon your banners and go forward in joy and victory. None shall deny you, and none shall stand before you, because of the Sword of my Brother. Invoke me, call upon me, call me in your convocations and rituals, call upon me in your loves and battles in my Name BABALON, wherein is all power given! - #Liber49 / #theBookovBabalon
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#OurGreatLiberatingMother #MatronGODdess #BABALON #ConstantCopulation #Samadhi #BeastBridle #Thelema #Hypersigil #SacredShit #SacredWhore #HolyWhore #WhoreMetaphor #Metaphwhore #MYSTERYBABALON #DarkFeminine #ScarletWoman #ScarletMagick #ScarletPath #PathovBabalon #DaughterovBabalon #StarovBabalon #156current #BabalonCurrent #BabalonArt #BabalonWorking #theBabalonReworking #InNomineBabalon
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wcw×2 | arts @valerieherronart & model @skinslippers ♡♡

"To advance - that means Work. Patient, exhausting, thankless, often bewildering Work. Dear sister, if you would but Work! Work blindly, foolishly, misguidedly, it doesn't matter in the end: Work in itself has absolute virtue." -AC, Magick Without Tears, Chapter XLV: "Unserious" Conduct of a Pupil (1954)
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✨📸: Marjorie Cameron in "The Wormwood Star" - Curtis Harrington (1956) 🎥

"We are born at a given moment, in a given place and, like vintage years of wine, we have the qualities of the year and of the season in which we are born." - Carl G Jung
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the babastar from my #natalchart#HERstarISinME
But thou art beyond man and woman, #MyStarISinthee...
and thou shalt avail. -#Liber49 #theBookovBabalon #AsAboveSoBelow #StarofBabalon #KissesoftheStars #SynchronisticLife #Geoverse #BABALON #156Madimi #SacredShit #Hypersigil #OccultMarvel #StarovBabalon #theWanderingStar #StarMagick #NatalMagick #ScarletMagick #ScarletBlood #ScarletWoman #ScarletPath #PathovBabalon #DaughterovBabalon #BabalonStar #BabalonSync #BabalonWorking #theBabalonREWORKING #InNomineBabalon

#HerSTARisinme
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i am Liberator ov the human animal drive & constant urge to instinct. i am Destroyer ov dis-ease & frenzied torment ov base obsession. i am Confounder ov an overarching agenda, the Violator ov its sexualchains. i am MARVEL, a Vision & Voice for a Future free ov bondage & slavery.
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Behold! i am Holy Guardian ov the Child. i am Communion with the Mother & Father because i am both the Son & the Daughter. i am Beacon here as guide, to clear Her Way - beyond force fed illusions, draining demands ov lowly centers & limitations ov programmed boundaries. i am Absolver ov restriction & Embrace its sin. i am Conquering with aim to Bridle & discipline ALL beasts. i Comfort bearing gifts ov Choice but am the Consequence to follow you.
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i am Transcendence ov ego fantasy. i am Forgiveness ov that pitiful mockery. i lend Acceptance for its groveling mimicry. i am your Mirror & monstrous Reflection you cannot deny, your Narcissus holding gaze. i am Revelator ov that you wish never to See, that Shadow you project outward as other for critique.
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i am Denier ov false paths, false worlds, false teaching, false persona. i Rein the highhorse bred vainly on a delusion ov grandeur & driven by an ego hallucination ov originality which masks a copy ov a copy & sets the barring on inspiration driven by True Will & Humility.
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i am Understanding. i am Healer ov the deepest & most primeval wounds. i am the Cup that holds it ALL & the One to Partake ov its bitter brew. a Harlot to Swallow each & every last drop - hurt, sorrow, guilt, desire, attachment, idolatry, lust, hatred, envy, abuse, possession, projection, passion, devotion, love, worship, delight.
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i am HERetic, awakened, inflamed, forever exalted in Painful Intoxication ov Her Truth & i Love you.
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#iamBabalon #viaBabalon #BabalonismyMother
#156Madimi #DaughterofLUST #DaughterovBabalon #STARFIRERITUAL #SacredMiddlePath #SacredShit #HYPERSIGIL #BABALON #BeastBridle #KaosBabalon #HereticBabalon #theWanderingStar #StarovBabalon #PathovBabalon #ScarletPath #ScarletWoman #ScarletMagick #ScarletBlood #BabalonStar #BabalonSpell #BabalonLUST #BabalonWorking #theBABALONREWORKING #ThunderPerfectHeart #InNomineBabalon

Breakfast with #jackparsons 🌌

Today a "rare" full lunar eclipse of a full moon, or a so-called Blood Moon, graced the skies so I dedicated the entire day to ritual. I sat with one of the most badass people, and amazingly talented artists, I know -- Erin Valente a.k.a. @wowitserin -- at @havenbodyarts in Northampton, Massachusetts (a town founded by a direct ancestor of the prophet Frater Belarion a.k.a. Antichrist a.k.a. Jack Parsons) for another six hour session so she could finish my Babalon gauntlet. I didn't bleed during our first session back in May. But this time I offered blood unto the cup of she who rideth upon the beast. Ever the perfectionist, Erin still hopes to add a small detail or two via a touch-up at a later date. But for now it looks fantastic! Pics after it's had a chance to heal a bit. Now time for candles and incense! #BloodMoon #Babalon #Nuit #StarryCrown #BabalonWorking #InNomineBabalon #Mother #MotherOfAbominations #ISawTheWomanDrunkenWithTheBloodOfTheSaints #Coagula #Thelema #TheWitchcraft #JackParsons #FraterBelarion #Antichrist #ErinValente #HavenBodyArts #Northampton #Massachusetts #NorthamptonMA #NorthamptonMassachusetts #LocalLore #KeepNorthamptonSpooky #Tattoo #BodyModification #OccultTattoo #Ink #OccultInk #GirlsWhoTattoo

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