For nine months, my mom spent 5,000$ and I probably spent a grand of them. I and my mom have earned only total 450$ (I tell you that again, we earned 450$ FOR NINE MONTHS!!!) We are completely in the red. The 5,000$ was from her severance package and our saving fund. we are about 1,000$ in debt now. Tell you the truth, all money we spend for living is ‘debt’ from now. We completely have nothing.
I can not believe how she is dealing with it. It’s pretty clear a rob Peter to pay Paul with credit cards. I respect her and at the same time I think of it’s time to concern about debt which definitely will increase much more every month.
Honestly I’m considering to get a job around my hometown cause it’s never possible to work in Seoul because you can not imagine how much it’s f**king tired and just to go to work is such a waste both time and money also it’s a huge hassle; useless and unworthy. I have to work for something I hate and somewhere I sick of with some people are horrible but everyone is surviving like that and I’ve been there for at least 8 years so I’m not complaining for that like someone I know.
The thing is my mom doesn’t like that I’m working for any company or industry and I don’t neither. But if I have no choice, I’m gonna do that. I have to do that. To be honest I can not understand some people who choose a tough way with bothering someone else who is close or making someone has hard time. I understand their kinda belief and ambition but I think it’s SO selfish. They feel their oats. I don’t get it. This is the reason why I should work even though I disgust it for not make someone I love has hard time. I can work and make videos for my Youtube channel and whatever what I want to do, it’s totally depending on me. Sleep few hours if your body accepts, you can sleep forever after you die. Don’t whine you looser
엄마는 9개월동안 4,500만원을 썼다. 또 이번달까지 천 만원 정도 빚진 것 같다. 그 중 약 700만원 정도는 내가 빚진 돈이다. 4,500은 엄마의 퇴직금과 적금을 깨서 탈탈 털어 쓴 돈이다. 내 돈은 거의 들어가지도 않았으니까 엄마의 적금이라고 하겠다.
내가 거지같은 디자인회사에서 한 달 일해 번 120만원을 포함해서 엄마가 9개월동안 번 돈은 400만원.
정말 말 그대로 거지다. 쓰는 모든 돈이 전부 빚이다.
집도 우리집이 아니고 엄마의 재산이라고는 5년 된 모닝 한 대다. 난 엄마가 어떻게 돌려막기하며 버티는지 존경스럽다. 곧 일을 해야할 것 같다.