Am I a shaman? my story
I came across shamanism about a year ago when I found it was super interesting and I wanted to know more, but I was going through so much healing and learning that I didn’t want to overwhelm myself with more things to learn. During last year I went through a crazy era of my life.
I usually like to challenge myself to explore and defeat the limiting beliefs that are holding me back in life. Last year my higher self and I decided that I should get myself fired from my energy-draining 9-5 job, so as to learn to trust that the universe has my back no matter what. The lesson to live with very little money in a strange country where you have no family or friends is not easy, but I needed it.
I temporarily moved in with my ex husband who I had always blamed in different ways, and I learned to love him for who he is. This opportunity helped me see many of my subconscious relationship patterns very clearly. I learned to forgive them and myself deeper and deeper. I learned how to love myself more and better. Everyday is about research, healing and bettering myself. Long meditation hours, long nature walks, all kinds of healing techniques, drawing sacred geometry art, dance, and doing shadow work after shadow work.
I seem to have acquired powerful manifesting abilities. I believe that everything I say comes to reality, and so they do. Recently I came across psychokinesis. Is it just another name for quick manifesting? I wondered. The urge to want to try it came strong. So I asked the spirit to drop a dice in from of my front window if they want me to practice psychokinesis. Couple days later I see a dice in front of my window, WOW, OK.
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