I had another appointment today with my psychologist who was not so great ... TW; I have again accepted 300g since I was there 12 days ago. TWE She asked me if I am eating enough and something. I answered yes I think so, but then my mother told her one day what I eat. She said that I eat too little, but a lot of volume but with few calories, etc. I was shocked because she recommended me then at the clinic on the bult (which is in my city Hannover) to sign. She has told me hard in the face that I'm about to be artificially fed, because my weight is really unstable. She is amazed what my body can do, for example school and stuff like that. Mum and I looked at each other and started crying because my mother just can not anymore and I'm so terribly hurt to see her like that. In 3 weeks, I have to be weighed again and then when weight is down again, she said, I come to the hospital and must first be fed artificially so I take calories. I'm just shocked. But I will do my best and fight and I want to get well! I do not want to be fed artificially!
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