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#nightsnack is one mashed banana🍌🍌🍌 and a big glass of fanta zero🍊🍊🍊 I’m eating this rn out on the balcony! Sitting with a fleece blanket and looking at to the bone, love that movie!😅😍

hello loves 🍯
my name is mariah or mia. this account i made to spread positivity and love to others and share my story and journey with an eating disorder.

here is one of my favourite food lemon pie 🍋 my 2 other favourite foods are caramel and chocolate 🍫 i definitely have a sweet tooth deep inside!

i'm really excited to have this account and share my story and meet some of you beautiful people 🌼💛

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#dinner was a veggiebeef, rice, bellpepper and a glass of fanta zero! Tasted the sauce but didn’t liked it so skipped it😕 Soon out for a walk!🚶🏽‍♀️🌟

First post: 07/19 - I chose to make an account to share my story in hope someone will find it and inspire them to keep going. So follow me if you have ever felt like giving up. I want you to keep going. I care. My DMs are open to anyone needing to vent.
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#bodydysmorphia #anorexicrecovery #anorexicboy #deppression #suicideprevention #dontgiveup #journey #selfharmrecovery #selflove

Today I decided to embrace how far I've come and to celebrate how amazing my body now functions. I can run for miles without hurting. I can focus on important work that can be life changing in my profession and most importantly my mind is now my own. It's been a tough road which I know I am only around the first corner but I'm on that road and that is all that matters.

#afternoonsnack was 240 g watermelon and a glass of funlight🍉🤪😍 Was at a meeting at SCÄ earlier today and we decided that I really need to eat regulary and have Now made a mealplan to! So from today I’m going to have my ordinary breakfast, fruit as m/s, lunch, fruit as a/s and then Dinner! If the Dinner gets late I can skip n/s and take that fruit earlier or skip it! I really hope I can Follow this now. It’s going to be hard but we are going to visit relatives tomorrow to tuesday so I will think on other stuff I hope! I have also got some nutriondrinks to take if I panic and don’t know what to do for lunch or Dinner. I’m also going to take Theralen for my anxiety. Only when I really need it but that feels great actually!💗 So you guys don’t need to worry, I have a treatment and a mealplan that I will follow💫

Good morning ☀️Hope you all are enjoying the sunshine 😌
So something I struggle with is looking at old photos. Comparing my body to how it looked in the depths of anorexia, the start of it, pre-ED, even photos from years ago. And it can be such a huge trigger because it's either going to make me hate my body or hate that I'm not better. But today I got these photos on my snapchat memory from last year. Not a body photo but a memory of an amazing trip. It was my aunt and uncles wedding. The scenery and nature was so beautiful, there was no cell service so it was peaceful, I was happy and care free (and even ate MCDONALDS on this trip 👏🏼). How did I get to this point? I don't know. But I do know that I can get back and even better to the girl that went on that trip. A year can make a hell of a difference and I know next year when I look back to this day today, I'll be able to say that I am better 🌷Plus these are such great reminders for reasons to recover. I'm not sure if I could handle going on a trip with unknown food right now. But I know one day I'll be able to eat and travel where ever I want. Hold out for that day 💪🏼

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Packed Lunch!!✨
Some Strawberries, Cucumber and 2 Corn Cakes, packed in my @glastofest bag to head to my Grandads 💜

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So Alfies had some damage done to his bike, so he has been up my grandads today with Mum trying to work out what's gone wrong and what not 🏍️ meaning I had to plan and pack my lunch alone and bring it up to my grandads!! This was absolutely terrifying, but I had quite a lovely relaxing morning to myself 😌 I sat in the garden reading while my pigs were out and got quite carried away, before realising the time and it was already time to pack lunch, quickly shower and head out!! Packing Lunch did prolong this process, so mum picked me up half way walking down my road.. which does kinda make me feel guilty and I was set on trying to have a relaxed walk. But I've got to pop to Tesco later to get bits and bobs for dinner anyway💙

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Currently munching through this in the garden, embracing this perfect weather 🌤️

Lunch out with good company. I got a risotto and it was really good but too rich so I couldn’t quite finish it •



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This popcorn is the best🦋

So I called my nutritionist and she said I needed to up my 3 main meals but not snack because my snacks are not giving me any nutritional value or weight gain just getting me through the day. She recommended all of these meals I can have which are low cal but give me lots of energy and nutrition.

I’m really sorry but ana is back in my head. She’s telling me to crash diet and lose as much weight as possible in the next week for holiday and eat only dinner(400cal). I hate it. I hate ana. But I just can’t shut her out😔

Any tips?
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My food diary of the day + 2 unpictured bread + ham + Milo ! 😋😇💚 I had lots of fish and chicken today but I enjoyed and finished them all ! 😉😻🙆 I loved all the snacks I ate today , they were all super yummy ! 💪💓💗 #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexicrecovery #recovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiafood #fooddiary #realcovery #encouragement #bodypositivity #edfighter #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #anawarrior #anafighter #edcommunity #recoverywin #edfam #edfamily #prorecovery #fearfood #achievement #foodisfuel
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Yum🤤😋💞☝🏻
This picture is from home because i am not able to make pictures here 😕🤷🏼‍♀️😫💕 today we are probably going to a bowling game! I am trying to be active on my story 😅💗💞

Yum🤤😻😋💕☝🏻
Dieses Bild ist von zuhause, weil ich hier keine Bilder machen kann 😕🤷🏼♀️😫💕 heute gehen wir wahrscheinlich zu einem Bowlingspiel! Ich versuche, aktiv in meiner Story zu sein💞💞

Oh my god I’m going out for lunch later and I’m soooo scared. I had to dress up today and i got really emotional about not fitting into my old favourite skirt then I took a deep breath and reminded myself that it’s not actually normal fitting into a size 4 and that nearly everyone I know considers a size 8 a bit ‘ too skinny ‘. Being a size four was the ultimate validation for me but now I know that the size I am actually means nothing in relation to my happiness and satisfaction in life. That’s what I’m going to keep telling myself. I’ll enjoy my lunch out and I’ll enjoy taking graduation photos with my brainy friends - regardless of what size my skirt is. •



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new day!!! just had my psychologist appointment yesterday and i addressed some problems with my dad, but i’m still not quite sure he understands… in fact he sorta made me feel really ashamed because he said that me crying “was a waste of energy” that i worked hard on, and that im not “thinking sensibly and properly”… at least my parents are gone for the weekend so I can have more time to myself hehehh


🎍brekkie: half a sweet potato and a slice of coffee chiffon cake with a warm cuppa soymilk plus an apple (FINALLY I HAVE A WARM DRINK WOOO)

🎏morning snack (unpictured): chocolate pocky (!!) with chocolate milk (best combo so far)
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🎎lunch: chicken macaroni soup with a kiwi —

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hi this is my first post to start recording my journey from anorexia to healthiness. i have struggled with my ed for year but abt a yr ago i succumbed and lost 20 lbs and was on the verge of being hospitalized for months as i was critically under weight and abt 90lbs at 5’7. i have stayed at the minimum “safe weight” my doctors are ok with and am tired of restricting n then relaxing n then restricting n then relaxing to stay at this weight. i am going to work towards saying “fuck you” to the scale and enjoying healthy food and trying to stay fit. wish me luck.
#eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #fitness #nutrition #anorexiarecovery #anorexicrecovery

Another Migraine 😩 A MIGRAINE is NOT “just a headache” It is the MOST DISABLING of ALL #neurologicaldisorders & ranks SEVENTH among all causes of DISABILITY WORLDWIDE 🤯 My disease CHIARI MALFORMATION creates my migraines over 20 days a month... I work so hard to provide for my family that I end up over doing what my body can handle. This might put me into a #migraine that lasts for a week or longer. As strong as I am, I am not strong enough to over power this disease... I need my shots to help prevent the migraines, but with my insurance continuously changing, I don’t get continuous care even though there is a law called “ continuity of care act” I feel putting this out over social media may help lead me in the right direction for help and specialist. It is not just doctors and specialist I need, but help financially so I can get my brain surgery and know I will not lose the roof over our head. Being a singleparent I am both mom and dad... PLEASE LISTEN AND BE AWARE OF THIS & PLEASE SHARE so together I can heal and get back to a BETTER / STRONGER me again 🙏🏼 Please DM me with information to help me get through this as I CANNOT DO THIS ALONE 😔😢 #MHAM #migrainessuck #chiarimalformation sucks I’m at the point of #depression now cause I can’t even work! I know the smoke from the #fergusonfire started this migraine. I can’t even do my #paddleboard #yoga 😩I’ve been doing so good holding a steady weight of 120 with muscle. Not good for an #anorexicrecovery 2.5 years...I #cant-eat and when I force myself I #vomit ... #notpretty I know but right now #idgaf #thisisme ... I’m not asking anyone to feel sorry for me, but understand this #invisibledisease is #debilitating ... A #singleparent can’t afford not to work.. #thissucks #darkeyes #blurredvision I can’t eat I want to #stopcrying #vertigo #ringinginmyears ... Yes this shit causes me to curse up a storm ⛈🌪⚡️⚡️ I know it’s bad when getting a #tattoo wouldn’t help. #instagramer @paddleboarder_com @sup__planet @skullandpaddle @kenalu_paddles @chiari_warriors_ @migrainesolutioncenters @depression.its.killing.me @neurosurgerynm @chiarimalformationn @neurosciencewithness @neurocenter10 @drbrandonbrown

A big ol (sloppy 😐) but delicious poutine for dinner tonight ✔️
I usually try to avoid greasy foods as they don't agree with my stomach but this was super spontaneous with my family after visiting my grandpa and I didn't want to say no! (Plus who can say no to poutine...not this chick 🙅🏼)! Our eating disorders run on schedules and planning but you know what? Life doesn't! Life is spontaneous and random! Ngl I was literally a nervous wreck the whole drive to the chip-stand but I'm accepting the fact that not every meal and every event has to be planned. It's okay to come out of your comfort zone with food. It's okay to change. Just keep reminding yourself it's going to be okay. Because it is. ✨

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