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MOST RECENT

This page shouldn’t be used to compare progress but to inspire others with there lives 🙏🙏
Summer I, relapsed now I’m starting again
No messing around with MEASURING!! I want to recover and be normal again ❤️❤️#anorexianervosarecovery #anorexianerviosa #fightinganorexia

Lunch! 🥐•
📍FEAR FOOD
A croissant 🥐 •
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Actually I didn’t want to lunch and thought ‘why should I lunch I already had breakfast’ but then I remembered if I do that Ana would win and I don’t want that. So I ate a croissant what is a really big fear food. But I really enjoyed it and hope to find so distraction right now. 😅
Enjoy your day! X


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17/10/18
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Matinée plus ou moins tranquille avec le résulta de la dernière partie d’SVT : 3/4.
Par contre, malgré ma « Bonne nuit » et cette matinée calme, je suis exténuée 😭😴
Mon corps a vraiment atteint ses limites je crois !
Et comme je vais voir le psychiatre dans quelques minutes, mon repas à un peu été pris n’importe comment 😔
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Mon #lunch pris dans le tram, à moitié debout :
- 1 sandwich au thon 🥪 - 1 pomme 🍎 .
Comme dit, je vais voir mon psy dans quelques instants et j’avoue que j’ai assez peur puisqu’il s’agit du chef d’unité de l’hôpital...😰
Après tout je n’ai pas encore atteint son poids !
Et puis je compte lui parler de tout ce qu’il s’est passé ces deux semaines et de mes déclics ! 💪🏻
Mais bien sûr, être franche et lui parler de ma fatigue aussi 😕
Espérons une bonne nouvelle...!
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Buon pranzo bellezze ❣️
Come state?😘 Io sto benone, anche se non mi faccio sentire spesso, continuo a seguirvi e a leggervi appena ho tempo! Ammetto che da un lato mi mancate, dall'altro staccare un po' la presa da questo profilo mi sta aiutando parecchio a essere sempre meno legata alla malattia e a godermi la vita vera!🤸 Da quando sono qui, tra alti e bassi, sembra che vada tutto decisamente meglio, ho conosciuto persone speciali di varie nazionalità che non mi giudicano se porto il mio piatto diverso da quello che mangiano nei pranzi/cene fatti in compagnia, ma che anzi sono felici di vedermi mangiare con gusto 😊 A volte vorrei tanto lasciarmi andare e provare quel che cucinano, ma per me é ancora troppo difficile..ma solo il sentirmi parte di un gruppo, senza sentirmi a disagio e senza pensare di "non andare bene" é un passo enorme! Purtroppo col peso non ci siamo proprio.. perché è più o meno sempre stabile, ma vedremo di migliorare e di fare qualcosa anche per quello!
Questo è un mio #pranzetto di qualche giorno fa: pasta con farina di piselli, ricotta, grana, olio e spezie varie 😋 e voi con cosa pranzate oggi? Sono in cerca di idee! 😋 Un bacione ❣️😘 #dca #disturbialimentari #anoressiaitalia #anoressianervosa #anoressiarecovery #anoressia #anorexia #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #anorexy #foodrecovery #restart #reborn #restartfrommyself #siamopiufortinoi

Morning snack is a crushed belvita choc chip soft bake 🍪

Dinner was egg fried rice. Literally ate a few forkfuls and was done I’m exhausted and I can’t be bothered eating I want to go home where everything is planned and organised for me and I don’t have to think about what I’m eating.

Small waist, thick legs, bigger bum, what more can a girl want?😈🤷🏼‍♀️
Happy Hump Day😉
@pinksodasport

Breakfast! 🥐•
2 crackers with philadelphia light. •
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Didn’t sleep well tonight so I wasn’t really hungry this morning. But I’m going to try to eat a bigger lunch then normal but I don’t know yet because I really feel like shit today. Anyway, I will keep you updated! X •

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✨Breakfast✨
Hello everyone this was my breakfast today. Szafi free vanilla oatpudding with some cinnamon. Swipe for some pudding porn.
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challenging dinner tonight of pumpkin, chickpea & coconut curry with brown rice 🎊
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i haven’t challenged my ed in a quick minute so even though i’m struggling it’s got to happen. my brother has said some triggering things today and i was determined not to do this as i thought i needed to get back to where i was 2 years ago 😒 but i can’t keep living how i’m living. yes.. i’m a healthy weight, yes i’m not as bad as where i was 2 years or even 1 year ago but you don’t just stop running the race or turn backwards!! you have keep moving forward no matter how long or exhausting this race is. i’ve hit a blip but that doesn’t mean i have to now go back to the start to start again. this journey will not be perfect like my head wants it to be. it will be hard and i’m often exhausted. fighting a mental illness is exhausting. that, along with doing education and work is even harder. but we have to do this 💪🏼 my treatment has ended due to all the sessions being up and i’m left alone and having to wait for private treatment but i guess it’s good to have a little break. i have a doctors appointment tomorrow which i’m not looking forward to but we will see how it goes. sorry this was so long but a lot has happened over these five days 😅 hope you are all doing well 💓

Breakfast was almond milk porridge, satsumas and a strawberry protein shake!! Hope you all have a lovely day, I'm very nervous for my first shift alone today so fingers crossed it all goes well!! #breakfast #quakeroats #porridge #proteinshake #recovery #ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ana #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #foodisfuel #eatittobeatit #edwontwin

{•EATING DISORDER MYTHS•}
Eating disorders affect all kinds of people of all sizes, ages, genders (this headline is naff), ethnicities, or backgrounds. //
Judging an eating disorder by BMI isn’t good enough”. Not only does it mean that many don’t have access to treatment, it feeds in to the false belief that someone isn’t worthy of treatment because their size! 🤦🏾‍♀️
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Eating disorders are a mental illness (one that has the highest mortality rates). “BMI is only one of the 14 signs that can indicate an eating disorder”.
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Please help me keep this conversation going. It can literally save lives.
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If you know anyone who is suffering from an eating disorder, I have created a private Facebook community where they can get support (link is in my bio). .
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we can all agree
i eat, and post, a lot of Rice Krispies.
so why does this bowl of them mean more to me.
i mean i had them for evening snack last night
i have had them for breakfast for like a year
so why today?
firstly, i have taken the morning off school.
i am not coping.
i am not sleeping.
i am exhausted.
i needed time
i needed time to just get my head together.
i am going in for break
because depression wants me to stay in bed all day
but i refuse to let it win.
secondly, i am home alone.
my mum is trusting me to keep myself safe.
she had a call from the safeguarding team yesterday
to say i had told a member of staff that
i didn’t want to be alive anymore.
but still i am home alone
keeping myself safe.
now for the bowl of cereal.
from yesterday afternoon until i had finished my breakfast
i thought ‘skip it.
fucking skip it!’ but i didn’t.
it’s such an achievement
because i had every opportunity to restrict
i had every opportunity to miss it completely
but i ignored that screaming in my head
and ate it anyway
(there is milk in here, by the way). nothing bad will happen.
my body will just thank me for it.
it’s okay.
it’s okay.
it’s okay.

have a lovely day, angels 💛🌻💛
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Good morning everyone 🌹
Breakfast today was crumpets with apricot jam and biscoff. Kind of challenging because I’m used to having cereal but decided to change it up a little today 😀

Recovery and sobriety have taught me a couple really hard lessons lately. ————————
The main one being that taking of myself isn’t being selfish. ————————
And that sometimes those self-care decisions won’t feel good in the moment. ————————
Which is why, I decided to give my cats away to a friend of mine. ————————
Who I know will love them and take care of them. and be able to care for them without it impacting her mental health. ————————
And it hurts. To admit that I wasn’t ready for the responsibility. To admit that the stress of caring for kittens got to me. To admit that I’m actually not all that put together. ————————
A friend recently said that she compares herself to me. Because I travel. And work. And have this life. —————————
But in reality, I’m dependent on others sometimes. And have to take steps back sometimes. And get in over my head a lot. ———————
Don’t compare where you’re at in life with what you see on social media. ————————
I’m just a girl. Navigating recovery. And life. And just hoping to live in a flexible okay way. ————————
So here’s to self care and the flexible okay world of recovery.

Another day, another home cooked meal 🙌
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Cooking has always been one of my greatest passions and I have always loved cooking for my friends and family but over the years ana has brainwashed me into believing that I do not deserve to eat what I cook.
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Challenging these deeply ingrained thoughts is not easy but I have to keep pushing and breaking ana's ridiculous rules and illogical demands in order to set the foundations to develop new, healthy thought patterns 💪💜
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