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Hallo meine lieben!♥
Ich hoffe, euch geht es gut und euer Tag war schön?!
Mir geht's jetzt schon ein bisschen besser aber mein Tag war jetzt nicht so der Hammer.
Ich hatte ein totales Gefühlschaos, extrem miese Gedanken und dazu eine jede menge Druck.
Ich habe geweint, viel geweint, so viel wie schon lange nicht mehr.
Ich fühlte mich wertlos, wie ein Boot alleine auf dem Meer.
So alleine und bei den Wellen wurde mir schlecht.
Ich kann auch heute nicht mehr schreiben, aber ich weiß, dass ich weiter mach.
Ich kämpfe weiter!
Ich wünsche euch einen schönen Abend und eine gute Nacht! ♥

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вы просили больше "мотивации" от меня
ловите 😹👌🏻
хотя какая я сейчас мотивация? ещё то дерьмо в жизни и в голове происходит (те, кто есть в дневнике, поймут о чём я🤦🏻‍♀️) #anorexia , #bulimia , #recovery , #anorexianervosa , #edwarrior , #edtecovery , #anorexiarecovery , #булимия , #дневникпитания , #наборвеса , #похудение , #диета , #нехудею,#правильноепитание , #анорексия , #интуитивноепитание , #ип , #пп , #восстановление , #здоровоетело , #здоровыйобразжизни , #худоба , #skinny , #худею , #bones , #prorecovery , #кости , #депрессия , #самоубийство

To take this one with me along with a blanket to the couch for Netflix is all I need ✨It has been such an amazing day! 🌞All morning I did PR-work for my book and prepped some material for a GREAT work lunch, I have met a true friend and to able to share the same thoughts and develop them into amazing things is so motivating!! 🎉 After a great lunch my energy was gone so I went home and did some school work and project things. With the lung disease I can only be out for a while before I have to rest so I do everything I can from bed so I'll have energy once I need to get out. It takes some time to adjust my life to everything new, but after all I love my life right now for everything good that I still have the ability to do ❣️I'll take care of every inch of energy this disease or my ED won't ever stop me again 👊🏻

FUCK THIS SHIT. i'm done with this disease. i'm not saying am going to gain weight and eat balanced and be a perfect recovery angel. i'm saying i'm gunna eat. eat what i want and enough to stop this god damn cycle. i can do this. i love my boyfriend too much for this. my (few) friends. my job. idk if i wanna go to college. all i know is i can do better than this. i can live and i'm gunna start doing it. none of this trying bullshit. it's happening. 💜🖕🏻🦄#eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #edsoldier #ana #anabitch #anoreixa #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #bulimia #inpatient #ngtube #fat #bodycheck #ed #fat #inpatient #ngtube #hospital #selfie #selfharm #suicide #recovery #fuckyouana

Night snack is a whole cookies and cream layer cake and four vanilla cake pops! 😋🍮🍰🍪🍭 so dang right I went the 3500 path 💪 my twin crashed the side mirror of our cat though and my dad screamed at her and it was super upsetting :( it wasn't her fault and I feel so bad for her ☹️ anyway I pushed through tonight despite my final weight uncertainty 👊 sweet dreams angels!❤️😘 xxx #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #beated #fuckana #happypoints

Insane recovery 😊❤ This is what I call will power! ☝️ Well done! 👏

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how about a HOMEMADE COOKIE for afternoon snack 😱 this bad boy was BEAUTIFUL, I mean crunchy round the edge, soft and gooey in the middle, warm from the oven and chocolate chunks all soft and melted 😍 deeeelicious 😋 cookies have always been pretty high up my fear food list so it feels great to tick that one off, and homemade so unknown calories ☺️ naturally I'm left with a few feelings of guilt, but feelings don't last whereas knives thrown through Ana's chest will leave her heart forever stabbed 💘 and the more we face these challenges, the easier they get and the stronger we become 🙌🏻 so keep pushing yourself and we'll be as fabulous as unicorns 🦄 #fearfood #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery

UPDATE 🌺

Hello Cuties🤗
here's another picture streak of me enjoying life AND DELICIOUS FOOD🍔🍕 ~
School started again and i'm so so happy! thinking that i'd usually be in the clinic now i feel so proud of myself for making it this far. yes i know it's a little early to be talking about making it in school and living a fully healthy life but i'm on the right path i guess (?) 😊
I don't really know what to write down because there's so many things i could talk about and i' not even sure if any of you still read my post or are interested in my life but if you are, make sure to join my livestream tonight (details will follow in my ig story!) xoxo
kitty
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I was unsure of whether I should post this or not, but I just want to show the reality of anorexia from these Two completely different pictures. It is not in the slightest bit glamorous. Left was me, happy and healthy, with glowing skin and eyes full of life. Right was a few days ago, after being admitted into hospital for the third time, with lifeless, sunken eyes, pertruding bones on my chest, getting bloods done daily, having to be pushed to the toilet in a wheelchair. Anorexia has stolen so much from me, it has made me into a completely different person taking away all happiness from me, not only changing my appearance but stealing so many aspects of my life I should be enjoying as a twenty year old. #recovery #recovering #recoveringwin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecovery #beatana #anawho #anawarrier #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery #nourishtoflourish

MOST RECENT

plain old fruit and fibre with currents on top before i go to pick up my A level results ahhh

Dinner tonight was this delicious spicy chicken, lentil and sweet potato curry with broccoli 🌶🍠🍛 So good 😍😍 Nothing bets a good spicy Curry 😉😉

Whopper of a proper Thursday breakfast! Sorry anorexia but pancakes aren't just for pancake day. They're for any day that I feel like them, and I wanted them today, so I'm having them. And yes I'll order extra hazelnuts, maple syrup and blueberry compote because that makes them mega YUM 😍 Because pancakes make me happier than you ever did 👋🏻
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I hope you all have a lovely day ❤ Best of luck to all those due to get results! ----------------
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Guten Morgen ihr Lieben 🍲 Zum #frühstück hatte ich heute, wie jeden Tag hier ein Brötchen mit Frischkäse, Tomate und Marmelade, einen Erdbeerjoghurt, einem Apfel und einem Pfirsich 🍅 Auf's Frühstück freue ich mich hier immer am meisten. Da fällt es mir immer am leichtesten zu essen 🙈 Das war bei mir aber in meinem #recoveryprocess schon immer so.

Momentan ist meine Laune nicht so toll, weil wir keine Ahnung haben, was wir heute machen wollen. Ausserdem soll es heute Abend Spaghetti und Pesto geben, ein absolutes no go für mich.. Ich hoffe es wird noch besser heute und versuche dem Tag eine Chance zu geben 👊
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I woke up and I stayed at bed for next 30 minutes..Today's waking up was so hard but I did it. For breakfast I had white yogurt and mug cake from oats, one egg white (cuz yolk is my fearfood) and Dutch low fat cocoa. I also have some fruit with mug cake but there wasn't any in our house.
Today I'm gonna go to my Granny and have a lunch and dinner by her (I'm afraid cuz she always brings me a LOT of food and and want me to eat it all!) and tomorrow I'll go with her to Prague by train. I'm looking forward for this cuz I love to travel by train and Prague is such a beautiful town. #recovery #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecoveryfamily #recoveryishard #recoveryisworthit #anorexia #anorexianervosa #2fab4ana #fuckana #edfighter #beatana #anarecovery #recovering #anawarrior #edfighter #edfamily #prorecovery #realrecovery #ed #ana

Traveling has forced me out of my comfort zone. Without the normal control over my food I've been forced to relax on rules I would typically never break. I put real sugar in my coffee this morning. 😳 Not Splenda, agave, Stevie, equal... actual real sugar. I've done this for the past 30 days and I'm not an ounce heavier. #food #eat #eatclean #healthy #healthyeating #travel #airbnb #comfortzone #ed #recovery #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexia #eatingdisorder #weightloss #health #bopo #bodypositivity

Stanotte ho dormito proprio bene e mi sono svegliata alle 9!!!! Non ero però, molto entusiasta all'idea delle fette biscottate per colazione. È successa una cosa strana, come se l'universo mi avesse ascoltato hahaha! Mentre dormivo è passato un vicino a portarci tutte queste paste!! Enormii!!! Sono rimasta prorio scioccata, ho detto "e ora cosa faccio?!?" Stavo per prendere le fette biscottate, ma mi ricordavo che proprio io, fino a poco prima, speravo in qualcosa di più appetitoso. Allora ho optato per la coerenza e il buono, anche prendendo questa colazione come "allenamento" per le prossime e "peggiori" nel resort sardo. Le paste non erano così strepitose come quelle  che mangiavo in Puglia con i miei amici, ma sono contenta di averle assaggiate, anche se non ero con il mio gruppo...forse 'soprattutto' perchè ero da sola!

Ora mare... proverò a fare un bagno "vero", senza scappare via per il freddo e poi pranzo in famiglia! Vogliono fare le polpette... e so che se le prendo anche io, non morirò, nonostante abbia già mangiato le brioches e nonostante essere a "rischio-pizza" stasera!
Un abbraccio forte fprte💞

#colazione #breackfast #brioches #cremapasticcera #fearfood #foodporn #recoverywin  #anorexia #ana #noproana #anorexianervosa #anoressianervosa #anoressiaitalia #2fab4ana #dca #ed #edfamily #edwarrior #edcomminity #eatright #eatclean #eatclean #eathealthy #healthylife #goodalimentation #diarioalimentare #diary #fit #fitness

🚫TW🚫
Fett Fett Fett Fett
Wenn ich in den Spiegel schaue sehe ich überall nur Fett. Ich weiß nicht, ob ich es jemals schaffen werde meinen Körper so zu akzeptieren, ich weiß nur, dass es ein sehr langer und harter Weg werden wird. Wenn ich meinen bmi so sehe weiß ich, dass ich gar nicht dick sein kann, sondern gerade so an der Grenze zu Untergewicht bin, aber der Spiegel sagt mir was anderes. Der Spiegel sagt mir ich sollte unbedingt einige Kilo abnehmen. Vielleicht lügt der bmi auch nur? Oder lügt der Spiegel? Keine Ahnung...aber diese Ungewissheit, dieses falsche Körperbild, ich ertrag das nicht wenn andere mir sagen ich sei dünn und ich mich selbst aber als fett sehe. Nicht selten hab ich meine Freunde deswegen schon angeschrien sie sollen endlich aufhören mich anzulügen. Das tut mir so Leid. Ich bin ein schlechter Mensch, ich weiß.

#bodyimage #anorexianervosa #magersucht #ana #eatingdisorder #essstörung #anorexie #bulimianervosa #bulimic #depression #triggerwarnung #selfharm #ssv

I'm inpatient again WHAT A SURPRISE lmao. Also my school started last week and I'm trying to figure out when and how and if I will be able to attend in some way. I'm not feeling too down however because everything's going relatively fine, and worrying myself to a dark pit of anxiety won't solve anything. I got my first Morphe palette in the mail, and boii these shadows are buttery ✨👌 #makeup #muotd #makeupoftheday #morphepalette #morphe #edrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #recovery #relapse #inpatient #hospital

Buongiornooo stelline! ☄☄☄
Come state?Mi sono appena svegliata e ora sto facendo colazione...stamattina mi sento piú tranquilla e spero che oggi niente possa farmi arrabbiare...🙈
Comunque oggi colazione con:
•Cappuccino☕
•Cereali Nestlè Fitness ai frutti rossi
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Piú tardi credo che saliró da mio zio e staró un pó con lui...
Vi auguro una buona giornata! 😘😘😘❤❤
#anoressia #anorexia #ana #recovery #edfamily #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #anarecovery #ed #food #anorexianervosa #healthy #anawho #diarioalimentare #realrecovery #anorexiarecovery #dca #healthyfood #staystrong #edfree #breakfast #recoveryispossible #dinner #anoressianervosa

Breakfast today was pancakes with nut butter and an apple on top. 🍎🌰

Hello tout le monde 🌹
Pénurie de pêche chez moi 😒
Ça m'a perturbée et en plus aujourd'hui ma meilleure amie vient dormir j'ai peur que ma mère achete un dessert un peu sucrée ou quelque chose comme ça ducoup ce matin pas trop trop avec
Mon the Earl Grey ☕️ Un yaourt 🍼
Une compote sans sucres ajoutés à la pomme 🍎
#anorexiarecovery #anorexique #tca #anorexic #anorexianervosa #lunch #food #healthyfood #mentalhealth

#goodmonrning turn of rest from work for me today's morning but I will work this afternoon 😫
I made #breakfas with #yogurt and #cereals plus a #plum and a#peach 🍑

Now I run at the bank because I want to buy a new car!!!! 😍😍😍 This is the important things of life!! Live!! Even if it is difficult when you don't like yourself but you have to fight harder as possible!

#xoxo
#anorexia #anoressia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anoressiaitalia #anoressianervosa #ed #edrecovery #edsoldier #edfamily #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ednos #edwarrior #fight #fighter #merenda #macedonia #gelato

Good morning 🌵🦄💖 Say hi to my little cacti friend 🍃
I have to spend the morning alone at home and it's quite terrifying ah 🙇
I think I'll challenge myself to go out since the weather is not too hot today 💕

Buongiorno stelline🌟
Come state?
Ieri non è stata una giornata positiva per me... A PRANZO ho dovuto mangiare al centro e ho mangiato -MENO DI 100GR DI STRACCHINO🧀
-MENO DI 200ML DI NUTRIDRINK AL CIOCCOLATO🍵
Okay mi è rimasto il pranzo per tutto il giorno sullo stomaco😞 mi sentivo malissimo. I nutridrink anche se sono da bere sono pesantissimi e hanno ~ 300kcal a bottiglino. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ovviamente a merenda nulla e a CENA ho mangiato
-3 PEZZETTINI DI FINOCCHIO
Non sono riuscita ad ingerire altro e per tutta la sera non ho fatto che litigare con i miei genitori... ogni giorno è così ed è estenuante, non ce la faccio piu😨

Voi litigate o avete litigato spesso con i vostri genitori?
Come riuscivate a sopportare queste situazioni? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tesori, speriamo che oggi sia un altro giorno...
Stamattina per COLAZIONE mi sono sentita di mangiare solamente
-1 MELLIN (BISCOTTINO TIPO PLASMON)🍪🍼
Non sono riuscita a mangiare ne a bere altro, ma domani proverò con un biscotto e mezzo💪
Come andrà avanti la giornata?
Lo scopriremo tra un po di ore🕓
Stamattina sono chiusa in casa😞🚷 ma oggi pomeriggio dovrei uscire con la nonna in centro👭

Voi che programmi avete? Raccontatemi quello che volete!!!😍
Intanto vi auguro una buonissima giornata stelline🌟🌟 #anorexia #anoressia #recovery #ana #anarecovery #edrecovery #fearfood #foodporn #eatingdisorder #recoveringanorexic #health #edsoldier #edproblems #skinny #ed #ricover #edwarrior #prorecovery #ednos #anorexic #eatingdisorderrecovery #food #anorexianervosa #happy #sad

Breakfast this morning is sugar puffs with almond milk plus two slices of toast with jam 😋 I had a massive argument with my sister last night and my mum and now I feel shit 😖

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