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another update: 7/20/18 so my mom would blame every struggle with me and food on my eating disorder which isn’t always the answer why I struggle. “Don’t listen to her it’s her eating disorder” “your eating disorder is taking over” “i’m missing out of hanging with friends because of this ducking bullshit. Just eat!” The other day my mom said fuck You to me, and i mentally cannot eat around her. She has been searching me today for food which is absolutely ridiculous. When I am under pressure to eat and eat fast, i can’t do it. especially when my mom is around because I hate the staring and the judgement of my food. She always makes a scene in public that I struggle with eating and will mention that I struggle with random people which is absolutely humiliating.. then i was made fun of for being “skinny” by one of my ex close friends which stinks. The nutritionist I go to tells me I’m way too skinny which is considered body shaming, right? It makes me feel uncomfortable when she does that and i don’t want to be disrespectful but just because someone tells me I’m too skinny won’t fix this “fucking bullshit” -mom. I’m overwhelmed and no one understands how i actually feel. I sometimes get really stressed out and then my mom will just say it’s my eating disorder taking over in front of people including strangers which is worse than embarrassing. My mom is using this situation to get more sympathy and attention than she already gets by constantly posting before and after picture of me online so others can notice a change and talk to her, and will just talk about it in front of me to other people and when I tell her to stop she will say “what? I’m not saying anything. Mind your own business.” “What I talk about with my friends is none of your business” “if you don’t eat this then you’re gonna be put in an impatient hospital” and will say that last quote in front of others which is so rough. She doesn’t understand that it’s my disorder and not hers. She uses this as a conversation peice, a way to go off on me and to get sympathy from others. I know she probably means well, but no. There’s been way too many events that show that it’s more than talking ab it for support

7/20/18💡|sorry for not posting :/ update: i’m on vacation so i haven’t been getting the amount of exercise i usually get so i overall feel so bloated and gross// i have been having less chances to hide my food too so i gotta consume it:( i have been so body stressed recently and i got into fights with friends which has been killing my mood.. one friend i got into a fight with has been talking mad shit which i hate but karma is a bitch and will come at her and her group if they continue to make problems and talk shit soooooo overall i feel a 5 and bodywise 2

Another poem about me.

I’m fat... the end. 😁

7/12 : 🎏it’s been a while... sorry I forgot to post but i got hella updates •i have been getting into more fights with my mom because she would make it public to friends, family and even strangers that I struggle with eating which is humiliating:( •i haven’t used any type of nicotine device in over 4 days and i can say no to that stuff •yesterday i had a weigh in so i binged on goldfish crackers (whole wheat) because i know they are high in calorie, will make me bloated which is what I need for the weigh in and i “gained” (i drank literally a gallon of water and lots of fluids and did not use the bathroom for the weight) 2-3 pounds •i woke up being 101 pounds •im going out with friends tonight and i might have a weigh in tomorrow so i gotta be careful about the nicotine usage because god forbid I get tested • i skipped lunch and i gotta find a way to eat dinner and be happy but i know I will struggle:(#anorexia#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderbattle#fuckana#eatingdisorderrecovery#health#healthy#healthylifestyle#food#eat#eating#disorder#clinic#recover#weight#anorexiafighter#support#help#love#findingselflove#anorexía#recovering#recoveringanorexia#recoveringanorexic#selfjourney#ana#ed#fuckanorexia #healthyagain

Aprenda algo o AMOR não deve te limitar nem te oprimir, o amor não começa com o próximo mas com o PRÓPRIO, então em primeiro lugar se amem deem a si todp amor que puder e nunca mas NUNCA mesmo sob nenhuma circustancia se maltrate por NADA nem por NINGUÉM a sociedade não merece seu esforço vc não tem que ficar doente em busca do corpo PERFEITO não aceite "mia" #bulimia ou "ana" #anorexía como "AMIGAS" SIM JA AS ACEITEI UMA VEZ e vivi o verdadeiro INFERNO , Busquem a beleza que vcs têm e admirem-se como são aceite todas as suas mudanças e entenda que mudar não é algo ruim desde que nao te tire o sono e o sossego isso é o que realmente importa!
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🍇Завтрак🍇11:20🍇
•кофе
•агуша с персиком (106 ккал)
На улице дождь(((
Сны сегодня были какие-то странные
Планов вообще нет, не представляю чем заняться
Думаю может с завтрашнего на питьевую сесть , прост даже не знаю, я боюсь что свой ОВ воообще тогда заторможу .🍇
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》》Für die Welt bist du irgendjemand, für irgendjemand bist du die Welt 《《

》》 Oftmals reicht ein einziger Mensch um deine Welt zum Leuchten zu bringen 《《

》》 Hör nicht auf die anderen, hör auf dein Herz! 《《

》》Das Gegenteil von Liebe ist nicht Hass, sondern Angst《《

》》Wer nicht zeigt, was er fühlt, läuft Gefahr,zu verlieren, was er Liebt《《

》》 Es ist keine Schande einen Schritt zurückzugehen, aber es ist keine Schande dann kein Anlauf zu nehmen《《

》》 Spuren im Sand verwehen, Spüren im Herzen bleiben für immer 《《

》》 Finde jemanden, der weiß dass du nicht perfekt bist,dich aber so behandelt als wärst du es 《《

》》 Musik tut das, was Liebe manchmal nicht kann. Sie bleibt 《《

》》 Die Pflicht ruft, sag ihr ich Ruf zurück 《《

》》 Enttäuschung ist das Ergebnis falscher Erwartungen 《《

》》 In der Wut verliert der Mensch seine Intelligenz 《《

》》Lebe dein Leben und vergeude es nicht mit Anpassung 《《

》》 Erinnert euch daran, nach oben in die Sterne zu blicken und nicht nach unten auf eure Füße 《《

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