It takes time to find your voice after so many years of silence. It takes time to feel like you have a right to this world, that your truth does not have to crumple to accommodate the wills of others. It is not easy to feel the weight of the sword in your hand and know that sometimes all the #loveandlight in the world cannot heal you as well as one righteous slice.
But then once you find your voice you get to like it. Once you realize that you have power and agency, that you can exert force on the world around you, it’s addictive. What can I touch? What can I hold? How high can I climb?
You can vanquish 1,000 foes with your angel at your back. But what are you fighting for?
A long time ago when I was a baby performer a wise man told me that I had found my medium but not my message. He said that I had to search for the meaning behind my movement.
Because it is not enough to have a voice and wield a big sword if you are in service to nothing of meaning. All your victories will just leave you hungrier for more.
#hermetictarot #hermeticism #angelofvengeance #daughteroftheflamingsword