This account has changed so much since I first created it 4 years ago.
It started out as a private, filtered account of beginning to consider recovery and health/exercise posts.
Since then it has grown into a place where I share my journey through motherhood and speak my truth. A place I can openly write my struggle with an eating disorder, anxiety, depression, ptsd and alcoholism.
When I first started this account, I was 22, often drunk, eating very little and obsessing over eating "clean", going to the gym for hours a day and consumed by anxiety. I believed my eating disorder was my identity.
Now? I'm a mom, I manage my symptoms, I've been sober 3 years and on most days, I intuitively eat what I want. I know who I am, I love who I am.
This account isn't perfect - neither am I. But thank you for sharing this journey with me anyway. <3