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Eating disorders are a right fucking pain. Battling with one for the past 3 years has been tough. I've cried so much at how fat I thought I was and crying at seeing my parents cry everyday screaming at me to eat, ignoring everyones comments on how slim I was becoming but I loved it. I loved the recognition I finally was getting from everyone on how good I looked😔 I've counted calories for 3 years and never knew how much of an obsession it would become. I've spat food out and hid it from my parents so that I didn't 'gain weight'. What a fucking joke right? I skipped social events and ruined my 16th and 17th birthday and friends birthdays all because of food. Started from a healthy losing weight here and there to constantly thinking of food, restricting to under 1000 calories and losing my period😢
But now, i've made 2017 MY year. Where I confronted my fears! I have come SO far in recovery increasing my calories and starting intuitive eating: i've eaten cake, chocolate, unknown calorie meals and made so many good memories i've missed out on. IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO START RECOVERY❤️ And trust me, it's been a hell of a ride but i'm so so happy now I couldn't be better😇 No i'm not that skinny anymore, but i'm not fat either! Healthy is what it's all about - oh and GAINING WEIGHT IS TOTALLY OKAY💁🏼 I will NOT ruin my holidays this year - I will eat whatever the fuck I want🙏🏻 I absolutely love helping people reach their dreams and hopes and the amount of support that this community gave me is incredible - now it's time to help others and i'm always here for anyone, but I know you guys already know that😘 @beatingeatingdisorders

to be honest ive been getting quite bored with my lunches lately... decided on some avocado toast and eggs and it was a delicious change up from the usual 🥚🥑🍞 however, there's a high possibility that afternoon snack may look a little something like this because #teamsweettooth 😛

Last night we celebrated our last school day wuhu🙌🏼🎉 Still can't believe I'm done with school after (all in all) 12 years!! However, first we got our finals next week (5 days straight) and then the oral exams in 3 weeks but after that, I'm officially 100% done with school!! I'll study next year (english and sports) looking forward to it!☺️❤️

Dat Rez tho 😍👌🔥🔥
The most thing I enjoyed about this match was the little 1v1s I had with T_RACER_
I uploaded the full match to YouTube, link is in my bio.
Note: this game was before the update
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و تلوموني لما اذبح الميرسي، السوبر حقها قلب اللعبة 180 درجة 😍👌🔥🔥
أحلى شي في هذا القيم كان المباريات الصغيرة بيني و بين T_RACER_، تقول تركنا كل من في القيم و انشغلنا فبعض.
القيم كان مع البرو ميرسي @i.dva، رابط القيم موجود على فى البايو.
ملاحظة: القيم هذا كان قبل التحديث =============================
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What's that? STRAWBERRY and WHITE CHOCOLATE CAKE(!!!)😱😍 Hell YES! 👍Today I'm slaying my demons and enjoying a nice big slab of my brothers cake! Wow, this was good! 🙊 Yes cake might terrify anorexia but am I bothered? Do I care? No! Cos fears need to be confronted! 💪Today has been tough and yes it would have been much easier to listen to anorexia and have something safer. But where will that get us, apart from just living in fear! 😂 So regardless of today not going to plan or managing to go out and test drive any cars. I'm proud that I still challenged myself and that I didn't listen to any negativity and give up! Time to watch TV and chill. ☺ I hope you all have a great evening too, stay strong and keep fighting soldiers! 💕 #recovery #foodisfuel #foodporn #instafood #nofilter #nutrition #eat #edrecovery #staystrong #edfamily #food #anorexiarecovery #strongnotskinny #edfighter #ana #anorexia #anawho #ed #vsco #healthy #yummy #delicious #chocolate #balancednotclean #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #prorecovery #anarecovery #ednos #happy

#Repost @mercandede (@get_repost)
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Burası benim balkonun önündeki binanın damı.
Anne martı, tam bir buçuk gündür ne bir şey yedi , ne içti . Tüm dikkatiyle yavru martıyı kargalardan, Güneş'ten rüzgardan kurtarmak çabasında. Bir an dahi başından ayrılmadığı gibi attıklarımı yemek için yerinden bir adım dahi kımıldamadı. Yorgunluğu, halsizliği ve açlığı her halinden belli.
Nihayet attığım bir peynir parçasını almak için zar zor uçtu, kendisi çok aç olduğu halde bir parçasını dahi yemeden yavru martısına getirip önüne bırakmakla kalmadı, gagasıyla da yemesi için yavrusuna yardım etti.
Şimdi sözüm hiçbirinize , hiç kimseye değil, buradak tüm mesajlarımda olduğu gibi sadece kendime , bu fedakar ana'ya ve sevimli yün topağı yavruya .
1- Asla sadece "İnsan'ı" hisseden, merhamet duygusu olan, kendi yavrusu için her türlü fedakarlığı yapan bir yaratık olarak görme, tüm yaratıkların duyguları, sevgileri, korkuları, analık babalık , merhamet ve acıma, acı çekme ve mutlu olma duyguları var.
2- Bugün sofrandaki ölü bir hayvanın eti; aynı bu ana martının yavrusu gibi bir can'ın yavrusu, anasının kuzusu, evladı, canının içi, yaşaması için 1,5 gün susuz yemeksiz başında beklediği ve bulduğu tek lokmaya dokunmadan yavrusuna yediren muazzam güzellikteki bir yaratığın herşeyiydi.
3- " Yaşamımızın ana amacı diğerlerine yardım etmektir; yardım edemiyorsan bile en azından onları incitme. " Dalai Lama ."
#ana #martı #fedakarlık #istanbul müzik mercan dede , Kabak Kemane Cafer Nazlıbaş @cfrnzlbs kanun Sezer Yılmaz @sezeryilmaz.
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Even though mother seagull didint eat or drink anything least 1,5 day; when her baby seagul started to cry , she grabbed this piece of food I throw from my balcony , without even eating small piece of it , she brought and dropped in front of her baby seagull.
What else to say ? 🙏💙
"Our prime purpose in this life is to help others, and if you can't help them, at least don't hurt them" #DalaiLama Music by #mercandede #seagull #compassion #istanbul #turkey

I love my parents but I wish I was born into a different family. Like I wish my parents had money, I wish my parents were super fancy people and had all these rules set into place. Instead I'm stuck with parents who are just able to afford food and don't care what I do as long as I'm not making them look bad
#suicide #depression #sadness#depressed #suicidal #sad #anorexic#anorexia #ana #selfharmmm #cutting#anxiety

so far so good im just craving another piece of toast im trying to ignore it

I want to be petite and tiny and pretty and lovable

~hate mentioning to people tht I have an eating disorder. They prolly think I'm to fat to have one... #ed #edproblems #ana #anorexia #eatingdisorder #me #fat #disgusting #depression #sad #gross

Das Kitzelt voll wenn die Vene(?) über den Muskel rutscht😜
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Heute Morgen habe ich verschlafen, upsi 😅 meinem Lehrmeister is das nicht mal aufgefallen. Vielleicht aber auch extra, da er weiss, dass ich schon Panik schiebe wegen der Abschussprüfung die am Samstag beginnen. Wollte er mich nicht noch extra stressen. Aber ja, ich stress mich selbst schon genug. Zum Glück war er mit meinem Probe-Fachgeapräch heute zufrieden😓 Meine Nerven flattern aber trotzdem.
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Gute Nacht euch allen!
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#ana #anorexia #anorexi #anorexianervosa #skinny #thin #fett #mia #magersucht #magersüchtig #hungern #wannabeskinny

I don't want to die, it's just that it'd be such a relief. Like i wish I could have a happy life, but since that's not gonna happen my next best thing is to be dead
#suicide #depression #sadness #depressed #suicidal #sad #anorexic #anorexia #ana #selfharmmm #cutting #anxiety

4 weetabix, 200mls coconut milk & 100g pear for night snack. Working tomorrow and Friday, going to be tough in this heat! Night lovelies🌛#snack #nightsnack #cereal #weetabix #ana #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #ed #edrecovery #recovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #foodisfuel

Listening to my heart and not my head 😊

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