I had a whole poetic explanation prepared to explain my emotions through this drawing, but then I just, I don't know, erased it? I saw that I'm being exponentially cryptic with my metaphors. I think that I expressed my emotions thoroughly with my poetic thoughts, but when I read over it after a week, I see that I'm just tiptoeing around my feelings.
I wanted to be optimistic about it, but I don't want my depression to come off as beautiful or glorious. I don't even allow myself to discuss my feelings, but I just have to summarize it very shortly; I'm unhappy. I mean, I am happy a lot, a lot happier than I have ever been in my whole life. But at the same time, when I fall, I fall hard. I'm a person, not just an account. I have a very difficult life right now and need time for myself and people around me. Thank you for all your support and understanding, I apologize for the slow posts.