7 years ago. I had no idea I'd be who I am today. Even though I said i believe in God, my thoughts, actions and motives proved otherwise. I never smoke, drank or lived a crazy life, but I was lost and dead in my sin. My beliefs about God were if I went to church every sunday and try to be a good person, God would bless me with anything I prayed for. So i use to pray God would help me win my fights, make more money and get more women 😂
Thankfully, God never let me go. He blessed me with a strong desire to know Him more, and to live the way he created me for. I really have no idea why I desire God so much. Physically, I dont want to submit. Mentally, Id rather do other things. Emotionally, im lazy...The only explanation is that the Spirit of God now lives in me, and drives me to do God's will. Im forever grateful to Him.