i knew it was coming.
i felt the buildup.
i felt myself slowly sinking into the feelings of loss. and now, here i am.
i miss my people. my rock solid forever embedded in my heart true love people.
i so feel the pain of their physical absence, and i am sitting in the sadness.
i know we will always be friends. i know our relationship will withstand any tests of time or circumstance. i know i carry them with me. i know this is where i need to be right now - away, on my own, pursuing this path.
i know i will be okay.
but right now, i miss them. this feeling is demanding to be felt, and i am letting it say what it needs to say.
i am letting the tears fall, letting the sadness show up and stay as long as it needs to in order to feel heard.
i know its just another form of love.