💦 F E E L I N G S 💦
you know that feeling
When you are so happy and you can't believe it
And everything is fine in life.
And you just love that person
And that person makes you so happy
And when you feel shit that person makes you happy again and says sweet things
And you are having the time of your life.
One text message ruins it all in a few seconds.
And you already felt shit in that very moment and then you see that message on your phone.
Remember the last long text I wrote? With the "why why why were you looking at the park (...) busstation"
Well, when I posted that I felt the way I feel now.
Already then I had a bad feeling about this. About the person. About us. But then they said something nice, and my shitty day turned into a good evening, by just 1 text message. That message meant much to me and I stopped doubting us immediately.
Now al of the sudden, a text message, again. And my doubts are right. It is the same. I had these doubts for a reason. I once was in a similar situation and afraid to lose them.
But now I did.
I lost you.
I haven't responded yet.
Not sure what I should say.
So now I am more fucked up.
But hey 2m is not bad
If you have read al of this, I am sorry.
I just felt like writing.
And I feel so fucked up right now
It's okay if you haven't read ALLLL of this.
But if you did: comment "🌻" and maybe something supportive? Lol (no I am not lol tbh )
Love youu al🌻🌻
-Edit: I responsed. We're talking. The person's sorry. Well thanks. -
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