So I'm back in inpatient again, on a section 2. I've been here nearly a week now. Last time I came out of this place a better person. I nearly went 5 months with out drinking on my own and with out self harming. I switch just went of in my brain and things felt good. I felt so positive. Now it's not even really about self harm, it's about my binge drinking. When I drink to much I lose myself. It's like I become a awfull person but I never really remembers what happens. I don't know if it's to do with my meds. All I know is that I really need to change.
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