I feel like I’ve been to hell and back over the last 5 yrs. Not many know the extent of everything I’ve been through. The other day I wrote down every major or serious event that has occurred resulting in trauma, illness or death. Without going into it too much I was left understanding why I probably ended up with cancer, from the stress of it all and a major loss of confidence.
Today for the first time in a long time I got out the board and gingerly had a few goes. It felt so good to be doing something active that I loved before this whole diagnosis occurred.
It’s another step to the road of self belief and confidence.
I think I’ve paid my karmic dues for this lifetime now and I look forward to a brighter future and wiser me.
Be kind to everyone because you never know the battle they are fighting.
If you’re someone fighting what appears to be an insurmountable battle, look for the light that brightens your day, the one thing you know sends butterflies to your heart, then do more of that.
For me it’s sunsets, and having gratitude for having lived another day to see the earths beauty.