#Flashback to 4 years ago when I thought that I was so happy but deep down inside I was hurting so badly. As you can see in those pictures I’m smiling but inside I was hurting. Every one thought that I was loosing weight and getting in shape in everything but it wasn’t the case. That’s when I started to starved myself and developed an eating disorder. It goes beyond that. I couldn’t sleep at night time and to my dad I was up all night talking to boys but it wasn’t even half of that . That’s when my insomnia and depression started. Till this day I still suffer from insomnia but it’s getting better . No one knew what I was feeling inside. I wanted to run away and escape, I wanted to harmed myself but God had an easy way out for me . My dad kicked me out at the age of 19 years old. He said that I was starting to have boyfriend and he couldn’t keep me anymore but only if he know . At first I was devastated and crying all the and all night. Then I realized it was the best thing that could’ve happened to me . Cause if I was still at my dad house I probably wouldn’t be here today honestly because I was the only one that knew how I felt , the thoughts that were going through my head 4 years ago. But though help of my family and the friends that were there for me I’m a survivor. It’s hard to talk about it but after 4 years I can finally talk about it .
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