Depression isn't something to fool with. Depression, anything. Do you have to put so much energy into painting pictures or is it effortless. Honestly, stop telling everyone you're happy when in reality you're drowning. Social Media will continue to share motivational happiness it's beautiful but really when you're painting pictures over the hurt. You'll eventually hurt the hurt. It will thin within the wounds, it's very painful. Ok, law of attraction my beautiful saviour but something you need to hear. You cannot create from a place of discomfort or hurt, this horrible pain in side. My friend that's not something you can just leave that's something that you should look at, address. Today I was close to taken life away. I am lucky enough to access help. The effects are so weakening. I am only paying the consequences. No one needs to go through that. Please look at your issue and work with it. No more suppressing, no more hiding your true emotions! no more painting pictures over the hurt. Start fresh. Talk. Be an example to open up & why it is important.
it's easier to talk about it now than later don't be affraid to look at the truth.