And sometimes I Write in TuRkish.. #justapartofanentry [18.2.2018]. #attheenditsallaboutlove #wordscansay #ny
Life doesn’t always give me what I desire or even dream… But even if it does, it gives me little choice. The most important thing for me is that I’m reconciled with life and with myself… And this is my choice.
I question many things and sometimes I’m not pleased but in all of it still the most important thing is love. I want to walk my path, take my choices equally full love… Without love there is no healthy growth, so I think.
If it’s raining I don’t always like it… But often it is good for me to accept the rain, to bear it, to see the good in it so that no no bitterness can grow inside of me...If I can grow I’ll learn from it and if this rain helps me, then there’s no other choice but to accept it.
This is why I love the rain and accept it. Sometimes it comes into my life and it washes away everything until I find myself again in the depth… I hear nothing else except the rain, I feel it, feels wetness on me, I give myself fully to it. I have no idea how or where it originates… Somewhere in the depth of heaven. When it rains everybody hides,so it seems and I am alone in the rain, almost like in a romantic love story - sometimes it strains to rain harder, sometimes it just softly tickles my skin, sometimes I’m cold and sometimes it comes with the wind and moves on - with the lightning and thunder scaring me… But it also lets me feel the most beautiful aspects of being alone… and it leads me to myself to then become free.
But at the end when the rain has moved over the sun peeks through the clouds. No right or wrong, …
When at the end of happy with the decision I’ve taken or at least I can except that, this is more than just having done everything right.
But all of that I wrote here is my truth, my decision and my life..
Full of love