my dear little boy guanie. I've loved it in the produce101 era where he covered the boys in luv bts song on his HAKUNA MATATAN section. the first time I loves him, like love at the first sight(lol). I want to be that girl guanlin, the girl you hold her hand and you look at her face with your smile. I really really want to like her, sometimes I think, how can I continue to be able to see you at any time like another noona fansite? the thing I have to do is focus on my education is not it? and dont think about you by day, two day or even every time. but sometimes.. I can't take a day to not think about you. I sometimes get annoyed. ok this may sound excessive to you guys.. but this is the feeling that i feel. I'm just talking, so just ignore it흐흐..