#Unworthy

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Do you care if people know your size?
On the weekend my old thought patterns were triggered just for a bit. I was shopping at the markets and looking at a dress I was Interested in buying. The lady running the shop was lovely, don’t get me wrong but I walked out thinking “F U bitch”. Why, because in my head she called me fat. She actually didn’t, but in my head she did. You see whilst I was looking at the dress she goes “oh you must be a size ....”. In that second I was mortified. How dare she think I am 1/2 sizes bigger than I am. I literally left the shop, because of it. A little while latter when my mind cleared a bit and I started to think rationally, it was so silly to be offended and even sillier to walk out. But why had it offended me, so much? Haven’t I worked on this stuff a lot to not be triggered by something so small? But lately I haven’t. Lately I’ve been focused on helping others to see the light, to heal, that I haven’t worked on myself each day. When we don’t make ourselves a priority we start to see cracks in the work we have created.
So tell me. What is something your are doing for YOU and just YOU today? .
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I know I’m always saying “#blessed” but not everyday staying at home is a walk in the park (no pun intended 😆) But the Lord brought me to my knees this morning and helped me remember a moment in my life when all I wanted to be was a wife and a mother.
Now, fast forward. -> I am living it! I am a wife to an amazing man of God that I couldn’t have asked for anything more, and we were beyond blessed with this gorgeous sweet n’ sassy girl right here 💕

I’m not sure what we did to deserve the Lord’s favor but he again blessed us with another one of his children to care for 💙 #kadenscott arriving soon.

None of this is to boast ...in fact, Brandon asked our youth yesterday morning to set the scene of yourself in a courtroom #leomindset and having to give a reason why you thought you deserved to go to heaven ... Jesus, was your defense attorney. I simply answered, “we are not deserving at all, in fact the complete opposite #unworthy “ for the wages of sin is death .. but Jesus interjects, ...but I paid that debt for you Kenzy [...enter your name]
What would your response be to this man that forgave you? After you abandoned him .., ran from him, etc. & offered you eternal life? ... speechless?! I would be. I am!
Thank you Jesus for a Monday mindset reset for this week 🙌🏼👏🏼 #foreveryours

Feeling unworthy has been an emotion I have struggled with most of my life.
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Wanting to be the perfect daughter, the perfect sister, the perfect friend, the perfect wife..... the perfect human consumed me. Never feeling good enough can get heavy..... unbearable at times. I know where it stems from + maybe one day I’ll feel
B R A V E enough to share it here.
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This past year I’ve made it my goal to work on this feeling. The weight of the emotion was getting to heavy to carry. I’ve learned much about myself. I Iearned that I always accepted where people were in their journey to self growth. I was always the first person to remind them of their inner + outer beauty + of their power. I learned that I always gave them a soft place to land but I never gave that to myself. I was hard on myself, I needed to be perfect, + I had to be better. There were times when I hated myself + my body. I felt unloveable + felt I held no value..... to anyone. I now realize that I lacked compassion, love for myself, + for my incredible body. In the past I would look in the mirror + cringe. I would see thick legs, stretch marks + saggy boobs. I now look in the mirror + I see the beauty of a powerful human being. One that housed + brought three beautiful lives into the world. My boobs fed my babies for a total of six years. Those moments in my life are so precious to me + I now thank my body for all it’s done. I now have compassion for that little girl who needed to feel loved + valued. I cater to her now + choose to have enough love for both of us.
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Seeing my flaws + choosing to feel worthy has been life changing. I feel like I can finally breathe, feel love, be love, + be present for moments in my life.
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How did I get to a place of feeling worthy? Lots of work! Daily affirmations. Refusing to give my inner critic power over me. Choosing to believe others when they tell me how beautiful I am + how I rock at being me. Surrounding myself with the most beautiful loving friends + using lots of essential oils to support my emotions. I used Surrender, Release, SARA, Hope, + lots of Valor!
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So were adults and were meant to all be born equal..?🤔
So how is it were supposed to be told what to do and when and how.?🤔
How is it somebody else gets to decide what we should or shouldn't know.?🤔 Its shit to know your being lied to daily and always have been deemed unworthy cannon fodder a commodity unworthy of the truth..!
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I wrote a thing!
Heres why I haven't written as much lately...maybe someone out there can relate.
gratefulandgivingblog.wordpress.com
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"how sad being such a fool and having miserable life, willing to keep blaming to myself how i disappointed in me lost everything falling apart about whole life that i've been dreaming but in the end i wasn't good enough been replaceable just too soon"
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♪ that's what Dorothy was afraid of, the sneaky tornado ♪
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#♥ #worthless #useless #stupid #hateschool #hatemyself #unwanted #unworthy #alone #anniesdepressedjourney #depressed #starving #killme #mentalillness #kms #♥︎

In the DARKEST Days when I feel #inadequate, #unloved n #unworthy, I remember whose #son I am and I #starighten my crown 🤴
LVU PAPA♥️😘

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It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery.
Galatians 5:1 NIV
The moment god forgave my sins , a weight was lifted , I was set free , set free from addictions , from sadness, depression , loneliness , and all the lies of the devil.
Just like this blurry pic , I feel I couldn't see the truth before , but now that has been lifted and I can see.
Guys if you would like to watch my testimony of how a lost 🐑 (me) came back to god after being lost , please do check this link , or the one in my bio.
https://youtu.be/GFo4dJqR0gY

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Do you ever feel isolated because you feel you are not worthy enough?
https://hishealingnow.com
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