I get lonely sometimes.
Y'all must think it's a breeze being me, rest assured it is not.
Sometimes I want a hug, instead I go walk alone.
Sometimes I want to be hugged, but I push the hugger away from me.
My brain is a fucking mess.
Consciousness doesn't come from Brain.
Consciousness comes from Source.
There is NO THING easy for a human. All this shit, this fucking MING, these stories that people tell that have zero use to anyone else drive me mad.
I get frustrated, I get SO frustrated.
In the model of Human Design, i will say this. I am a warrior Buddha. My brain is set to fight or flight, and I'll die before I run from a motherfucking thing. Scars are sexy AF, where you been?
The Buddha inside of me wants nothing. The Buddha inside of me IS peace.
The warrior inside of me is fearless, constantly fighting every step he takes, he knows ZERO chill and is willing to go down with the ship at a MOMENTS notice.
I don't care about your opinions of me, not even a little. My self worth is not based on the opinions of others, it is based on my potential to heal this Earth and all the cray cray motherfuckers inhabiting her, killing each other senselessly for Gold, Oil, Drugs, ya know? The good shit.
We have been called from distant places to awaken the human race in defense of this sacred earth.
If that isn't a calling I don't know what the fuck is. No wonder the system tells you you aren't enough.
Be the change and your tribe will find you.
They will love you so fucking hard that you'll finally feel home on this Earth.
I don't know much, but I know that LOVE is the highest vibration, the MOST HIGH.
Love is the Most High.
Do not seek within mankinds degenerate churches for answers to the Nature of the ALL.
Soul knows the course.
YOU DO NOT NEED THE OPINIONS OF OTHERS.
This is why I am fearless.
I let go of the biggest fear of All.
The fear of others opinions of you.
When you let go of this, you ARE free.
No one has power over you.
This is the GIFT.
They DO NOT.
Alpha males don't run in packs, but I do find comfort with my Dog friends.
Life isn't easy for anyone, at ALL.