#UndertheSea

MOST RECENT

So I've been in therapy
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And yeah I've been handling my emotions better,
And yeah, I haven't been admitted to a psych ward recently,
And yeah, I haven't tried to kill myself lately,
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But that doesn't mean I don't think about it.
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So I'm on my little boat
And waves are crashing around me
And my boat
It starts to fill with water
And it's capsizing
And the current is strong
And the water is deep,
So what do I do?
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I throw myself a birthday party;
A themed birthday party.
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I invite more than 50 people whose smiles have been my buoyancy.
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We dress up in well-planned outfits and costumes.
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There's glitter and there's sequins, and there are mermaids and there's sparkle, and the pub beer garden is decorated with anchors and seaweed and coral and fish;
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Because if I'm going to be pulled under the sea at least I'm giving everyone a good time, right?
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And all night as the drinks clink and they splash
I have tiny conversations with inebriated companions
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And they shower me with compliments:
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'Look how many people love you.'
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'You're such a great friend.'
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'You're a wonderful mother.'
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'You care so much about everyone.'
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'I felt so honoured to have been invited.'
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'You're fucking amazing.'
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'I don't know how you do it all.'
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And at each compliment, I cut the conversation short and make my excuses
And I go to the bar or the toilet
Feeling uncomfortable.
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(Continued in comments)

We got no troubles... Life is bubbels. Under the sea! #diver #dive #curaçao #pierbaaireef & #carpile #clearbluewater #beautyofnature #feelingfree #underthesea

nothing has to exist while you’re down here...
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🎈neutral buoyancy🎈

浮きも沈みもせずただぼんやりと宙に浮かぶ
プラスマイナスゼロ
それ以上でもそれ以下でもないぐらいが丁度いい

#scubadiving #underthesea #blue #neutral #okinawa #tokashikiisland #ダイビング #プラマイゼロ #渡嘉敷島 #沖縄行きたい病

🧜‍♀️ Mermaid life seems hard, doesn't it? Awesome snap by #MedSailors Skipper @helenspringett 👏

Beta mermaid is finished. Now onto my convention pieces. This one was very relaxing to work on and I got a lot of feedback from friends and family. And I figured out a new signature that I hope I can stick with. Hope you all had a wonderful father's day! #mermaid #fae #betafish #shell #sea #underwater #underthesea #digitalart #artistinthemaking #illustratorsoninstagram #illustration #allisonkristineart #artnouveau

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