" and I would hide my face in you and
you would hide your face in me,
and nobody would ever see us anymore "
I can only imagine the amount of patience and strength it takes for you to actually stay with me, to listen and to handle and to endure everything that I do when I am breaking.
everybody has their own little ways of destroying themselves.
cocaine, drugs, love, blades
mine tends to be thinking. To fuck my own self until there is nothing left of me.
since the last 16 months, I have always found you right around the corner, standing there with your arms open,
ready to hold the mess that I become and love me just like you would when I am at my pretty best.
you said, " I did not choose you to be with only the good and convenient parts of you, I chose you with all your flaws "
and never, have I felt more safe,
more cared about more assured that if I fall,
you'd save me and if you can't,
you'd fall with me.
I feel your love in my bones,
and I will only tell you this,
I will protect you with every single fibre of my heart
and I will love you with
everything I have,
everything I am,
everything I can be, for you.
PS - another reason to stare at, to smile! 🌹