Hello everyone 🌺
I'm really sorry that I'm not active but I do not have time for anything. I "work" with horses only by playing because we really love it and I do not have the mood for trainings. -
On Wednesday I went for a walk in the forest with Drnda and she was really very relaxed and great ... I'm so happy about it because she feels in safety even if she is not with Bobi (she is dependent on Bobi because she is not in the herd ..).
I really do not realize what this horsegirl does for me. When I remember that I was with her a few months ago and she could not go out alone (without Bobi) because I was afraid and she did not trust me... now she is so quiet and she will go anywhere when I am at her side. Thanks to the community and a lot of beautiful texts from amazing people, I really taught (and still teach) a lot.
As I once wrote, I am a very ambitious person and I want to be better and better but I want it even after the horses and I do not see what they gave me. I want more and more ... I will mention mainly liberty with Drnda, I did not have time for liberty with her now but thanks to that, I realized that I always took liberty as a training and not as a connection and fun with a horse. I always wanted more and Drnda did the best for me but I've always seen wrong things (thank you for the text Bettina @nativehorses , you really opened my eyes again). Sometimes Drnda was not in the mood for freedom, and she ran away ... I always asked her to come back to me and when she came, I wanted to play with her again. But I did not see that she did not want continue ... I always loved liberty and I think that Drnda too, but over time he has become a ''liberty training'' from "playing liberty". I would like to stop thinking about my ambyce and my imagination and begin to appreciate the little things that our horses do for us. Because these little things and moments are the most beautiful ...🌱