Today was so dam stressful for me . Yesterday I started my period and don’t comment gross because it’s just life , well I started in class yesterday and I have endometriosis so I get really bad stomach pain where I wanna scream and cry so today it was worse and I started crying at school because it’s pain full . And I woke up at 7:15 today and almost was late for school. Didn’t get to talk to my boyfriend because well I never do 😣, people always talk to him and I wanna talk to him but nooo, then his friend like to talk and talk so I almost ran away in front of my boyfriend. I don’t like talking about love stuff in front of people so I can never tell him anything because of people around 😢. When he was leaving I wanted to run to him but I ran to the stairs near one of my classes crying because I cannot do anything 😢. I can’t even kiss my boyfriend because I get nervous 😟 . I sound like a horrible girlfriend 😫. I am 15 years old and I still have trouble taking to guys ☹️😣. Then today people were talking shit about my art because it didn’t look like anime at all ☹️. I am freaking stressed 😫. I wish I could leave my house and run outside for a long time 😢. I wanna feel free not a weak person, I wanna be strong not a stupid weak person. I need to stop crying when someone punches my back and talk shit about me . I can’t be a dumb ass weak person the rest of my life . I need to stop caring what people think. I need to just do the things I love. .
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