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In the words of my illness....."Follow me... I'll swallow you whole. Fall into the delusion blindly and I will help you see. There is a world waiting for you and it's begging for me to give you the key. Open the door and lose yourself forever. Float away in the schizophrenic water as it drifts you to a false shore. When you arrive put your feet in the simulated sand and sink further into the delusion. I was waiting for you." .
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My illness tempts me. It promises me that following a delusion will benefit me. It try's to convince me that I will become whole again if I listen to it. It sways me with its promises and sometimes I want to give in. But overtime I'm realizing that the trick to becoming whole again is to not listen to your illness and ultimately your delusions. #dontgivein #schizophrenia

As I Look Back, I Realize Every Time I Thought I Was Being Rejected From Something Good, I Was Actually Being Re-Directed To Something Better

Why did I create Soul Comfort Haven?⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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Here is the back story:⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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After I was assaulted, in 2016 on Valentine's Day, my entire life changed. Everything about me changed. Who I was before that cold and dark night, had died. That *Leslee* was a stranger to me, and I had to learn this *new* me.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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So while learning about me, trying to heal, get back to a normal life, go to work, press charges, explaining what happened over and over again, waiting for all my bruises to go away, make multiple calls a day about medical bills, filling out forms for Victim Compensation, and so much more; I realized, this was going to be a very lonely process. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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Not everybody understands what it's like being assaulted, or going to court every month and seeing their attacker, or dealing with PTSD, depression, panic attacks, and anxiety. And that's okay. That's life. But what I did learn, is that no one should feel alone. Ever. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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There are not a lot of resources available for "victims" of assaults, mental healthy, etc., like there are for criminals. Sad fact. But a fact that I did learn. And resources that are available, are not easy to obtain.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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So I thought about what I needed, experienced, lacked, during the 2 years after the assault. And I created, Soul Comfort Haven, because I wanted women to have a place to come to, that is safe, secure, loving, encouraging, supportive, and a place where small and large victories are celebrated. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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I can already see how it is going to grow and I cannot wait for that. I have just begun my journey of helping women, and bring awareness to SOUL - love, care, worth, and healing.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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-Yes! You know the way! Don't look back. Just move forward. ✌️✌️🎗️

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