Yesterday I finally understood what Mommies feel when they miss their baby. I understood why they cry. Because I cried...
So earlier this week Agatha(in denim) told us of her Sister(not on this pic) and how she would host us for lunch on Sunday. We were all excited to go out and explore a bit of New Brunswick.. Friday night our Saturday community service was cancelled due to rains. It poured the whole night and part of the morning. Agatha text her sis to say our Saturday had freed up and if she is able to host us. She responded yes and ask what time we would like to picked we sent her the location and all was set for 2:30pm.(Lesson: be ready to host anyone anytime)
Saturday morning I woke up feeling low missing my Son, got some pics from my Hubby but still had a missing I couldn't explain. My elder sis video called me to talk to my Son He just turned his face... After a number of attempts to get him to say hi I finally hang up. And tears just poured, for sometime I sat on my bed feeling sad tears still pouring... Then I prayed. I told God “give me strenght you have brought me this far.”
By now I had decided not to go with my roommates, since I was feeling gloomy. I started watching photos and videos of my Son, my mood changed and I knew it can only be God. I had the happy feeling the “I am safe” feeling.
When my roommates knocked on my door for time to go I jumped out of bed feeling excited again.
Meet my roommates
Agatha in denim from Sierraleon
Janet in red from Nigeria
Ellielle in white from Bukinafaso ❤❤❤ #Godspeed #igotthis #Rutgers #mwf2017