Been out and about hanging out these days with friends much much more often than ever before because I do have much more time for socializing for now and also I know I won't be able to see them this whole year and will be missing them a lot.
I hate to admit that changes bring me frequent anxiety and insecurity to some extent but they really do, especially when deep into night I can't fall asleep and start tossing and turning on the bed with imaginary thoughts going on and on in my head. I'm figuring out how to fight against them and also thinking it should be part of next level growing up. People always tell me that if you make things better and go the way you want, there will always be the price to pay. Guess this is it, and I'm trying and trying.