Are you ever in such an interesting moment of time that you just want to pause life and think through all your thoughts? I used to be so numb and just floated through life, not really existing. But that time wasn't completely wasted. I studied people, I noticed things. But I had no energy. No want or will to do anything. So what changed? I read a journal entry from a long time ago. A time where I was excited for a Monday. It's hard to believe, yet that journal entry was the most innocent and pure thing ever. No second guessing. No worry. I was excited because my mom was going to buy me paints after school. It made me realise this; never forget the morals you had as child, sometimes they can be the most raw bits of genius around. And sometimes they can be exactly what you need.