Yes, one sided.
Disappointed or Betrayed?
Disappointed, i said.
Does it still hurt?
No, i don't feel anymore.
For how long have you been strucking?
Couple of years.
Waiting for someone to come back?
Something. Definitely not someone.
What's the source of this pain?
My anger. The fire within me of me for me.
Why don't you go, live again?
I tried. I failed. I spoiled.
I expected to get treated by new her, like her.
She tried to change me & my whole point of view on love.
I realized she wasn't what i like.
So what is wrong in having things
well- settled, fixed and quite right?
She was daylight while I was the lover of night.
There was a music in her voice.
She was pure betrayal with the girl i like.
I get used to with the pain, darkness
and everything opposite(good) she had.
She used to motivate me to live again.
While i was no in mood of fighting back
to have life(re-gain).
What's wrong with you, why?
Beacause that's what now i "like".
Fookk oughh if anyone don't like.
I'm not gonna hurt or get hurt again.
No more me vs me or she vs she.
Let me choose how to spoil me,
Not them, it's my life.
#GodOfMyOwnHell. #HellGod. -Yatesh
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