I have lupus it doesn't have me! Just wanted to share snippets of what I go through bc I know there is a #lupie out there that needs to know you will be ok. Last week I felt the worst that I have in a while and most won't know bc I still fight every day to carry on with my vision of greatness. It got really bad to the point I felt as if I lost control. Could barely dress my self or stand. As a lupie you feel pain regardless so I downplayed symptoms bc in my mind I was a nervous wreck because I didn't want to be hospitalized or know the severity if my symptoms. My dr is aware of symptoms but has no answers for the triggers or how to stay flare free. So even though I hate my medicine I have to love it bc it gives me another day to prove to you all that GOD is real and I am his walking testimony.