"Can't you see, I only want the ones who never see me?" //
Hey, what's up, back at it again with the Melanie Martinez lyrics. This is actually one of my favorite lines from her songs as wow does it hit home with me. It's weird. Sometimes I'm like "hey, what's wrong with me, why can't I like people that actually I don't know, I have a chance with?" Well apparently with my luck I have chances with no one as I am the lucky winner of not being liked. Whatever, I'll get over it, it's fine. Sometimes it just sucks because I don't really know what's wrong with me or why things don't work out in my favor, but it's like the less someone knows me the less they like me. And I can be liked for the fact I'm nice to people or that I do my best to help others, but the people who do like me aren't worth my time and will end up losing me. I just don't really get it. Maybe I'm just fourteen and this is a small town, but it's not like this is an impossible dating pool to choose from and it's not like every other fourteen year old can't find a relationship. I'm kind of just sad about it, or more so put off because I am really wondering what repels so many people away from me.