Qotd: What is the dumbest thing you cried over?
"You will try to make it work. You will pick up the pieces of your broken heart and tangle them back together with a lace bra and his favorite perfume and you'll kiss him like he wasn't the one aiming the gun at your chest, bullets flying from his mouth into every part of your body a few months ago and you'll feel like god. And you'll think 'Thank fucking god I don't have to miss him anymore' because he's yours again but just for the night, tomorrow you'll wake up in a whirlpool of sweat and numbness and the taste of heartbreak will be fresh in your mouth, it'll come slowly at first, like the first few drops of rain, before the storm that tears everything apart and leaves you drowning and soaks through everything you love. And he'll love you again but never at the right time, never when it could work. And sometimes you'll think you've almost got it but it'll slip through your fingers and break all over again like it did the first time and the time before that and you will be okay but you will never be okay the same way you were when you were eleven and you were nothing but skinned knees and smiles and he didn't ruin you but he could. He fucking could."
You only die once (Via extrasad)