I really hate posting pictures of my 'old me' but I know it could help a lot of other people out there. Sometimes I get comments like 'you were such a pretty girl how could you do this to you?' My answer to this question: well first fuck you, you don't fucking say that to a transguy. Second I wasn't happy at all with myself back then. Third THAT WAS NOT ME! This on the right picture is me!! Not the left! That was just a case, it wasn't my real body. It was just my case I was existing in. I wasn't really living, I wasn't feeling happiness, I wasn't feeling selflove. It was so bad that I always avoided to look into mirrors. Today everytime I walk past a mirror, I stop, look into it, and be just like 'ooh damn, who dat?'. I FINALLY LOVE WHAT I SEE! And I finally know who I am and believe me finding and loving yourself is the best feeling you can have!