Light has a way to sip and sneak everywhere, into cracks and the smallest openings. Once it enters, it cannot be unseen.
You have to really try hard to remain in darkness.
Maybe stop trying harder. Try easy.
Light will sip in. Like a liquid you can't touch but you can see and feel, it will eventually make its way into your eyes and on to your heart.
For light is love is life is easy as light.