This was me today - sick, crying and feeling utterly shit! But I wasn’t crying because I was in pain (which is still happening) it’s because I felt like a shit mum, I felt like I was failing and there was nothing more I could do about it! I get it, I was sick there is only so much I can do bla bla bla but that doesn’t help the guilt you feel when you are forcing your kids to go away from you to play so you can rest, or when you pass out in the grass outside for 20mins and wake up to your child crying for Mum because her hair is stuck in a toy that almost caused it to be cut off! This is when I had to look at myself and think anything could have happened in that time - and I was sleeping!!! The worst thoughts run through your head and you can’t beat them! It’s not nice being sick but it’s just a joke when your a sick mum! This is why mums don’t get sick often because shit hits the fan fast physically and emotionally! .
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