member- Im JaeBum / GOT7 +
I was meeting my childhood best friend and long time crush tonight, he has been ignoring me for a few days now. JB asked me to come see him during his time in Japan a few days ago. I arrived in Osaka the other day and toured waiting for his call.
When he called me he seemed as if something was wrong by the sound of his voice cracking every few words. If he seemed worried, I was 100% worried. He said to meet him at Kema Sakuranomiya Park, home to many beautiful cherry blossom trees. I was excited to see the park but terrified to see JB.
Walking through the park was a struggle. I was lost quickly due to not exactly knowing where I was. I finally found JB standing by high raised bushes surrounded my blossom trees. I take a deep breath and walk closer, he sees me and walks my way as well. “JB!” I smiled and hugged him quickly. I hadn’t seen him in 4 months, so seeing him brought a smile to my face. Something about my action made JB tense, I could tell in the way he quickly stuck his hands in his pockets. “How have you been?” He automatically made the conversation awkward with his choice if words. “I’ve been good. How’s the tour?” He looks at his feet, “Actually, can we talk about something else.” I nod, becoming as awkward as he was seeming. “I tried Japanese Curry,” before I could finish my sentence he cuts me off. “What do I do?” He removes his hands from the pockets and runs both through his hair. “What’s wrong?” I step closer and make it more awkward for him and me. “How do I make a girl love me?” He looks into my eyes. “Most girls like guys who are just honest I think. I wouldn’t really know.” I laugh awkwardly. “What do I do to make you love me.” My heart races from his words. “You’re doing a great job so far.” He laughs at my choice of words. “I’ll keep doing whatever I’m doing.” He steps closer.
I also take a step leaving us closer then we have ever been. His hands start reaching to my face, but he pulls them away quickly. “There’s this place a few minutes away If you want to go eat.” He brightly smiles as I nod.
He holds my hand as we walk, my inner child was screaming.