Some days I feel ripped apart by insecurities, other days I'm at the top of the world. When I take my SUP board and hit the water, paddle out to the break in my own pace and then ride those waves, it's when I'm most in tune with how I feel. It's like being stripped bare - just me and my feelings and the big wide ocean. And when insecurities hit me because all I manage to do is fall off my board, I redefine it. I hit the land and all I'll say is "I got back up a lot today" .