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Me & my #MamaBear (may she rip) planned to go see & meet Britney for my 30th 📆
We planned this a few years back, after I saw her for my 16th with my Big Sis (#BigMama (may she rip) was meant to see her with me, but couldn't with her MS playing up) yeah, we was like... "If she's on tour when you're gonna be 30, we're there no matter what!"
I'm turning 30 on July 27th & Britney's on tour & my #BigBay (in English "Big Bay" means "Big Mama") ain't here to celebrate my Birthday or go see & meet Britney with me & if she was here & wasn't up to it with her MS, she'd make sure my Hubby or Big Sis or BFF would yeah 😔
#ThinkingOutLoud... I really do wanna go see & meet my #IdolBritney for my 30th it would be a dream come true but I know nobody apart from my #MotherDearest (may she rip) loves me enough to bend over backwards for me like I would & have done for them & trust me if I had the money I would've bought the tickets within a heart beat, yeah 💔... It's now July the 14th 😳.... My Birthday's like days away & as I've just realised this, it's like I'm feeling really emotional & numb & really not looking forward to having this "Big Birthday" without you mom 💔!
I just hope the weather's gonna be nice #FingersCrosed🤞cause the only thing I wanna do on my Birthday is spend some time with you ❤️😇✌️💋

Me & my #MamaBear (may she rip) planned to go see & meet Britney for my 30th 📆
We planned this a few years back, after I saw her for my 16th with my Big Sis (#BigMama (may she rip) was meant to see her with me, but couldn't with her MS playing up) yeah, we was like.... "If she's on tour when you're gonna be 30, we're there no matter what!"
I'm turning 30 on July 27th & Britney's on tour & my #BigBay (in English "Big Bay" means "Big Mama") ain't here to celebrate my Birthday or go see & meet Britney with me & if she was here & wasn't up to it with her MS, she'd make sure my Hubby or Big Sis or BFF would yeah 😔
#ThinkingOutLoud... I really do wanna go see & meet my #IdolBritney for my 30th it would be a dream come true but I know nobody apart from my #MotherDearest (may she rip) loves me enough to bend over backwards for me like I would for them 💔 but putting Britney a side... It's now the 1st of July 😳.... My Birthday's like days away & as I've just realised this, it's like I'm feeling really emotional & numb & really not looking forward to having this "Big Birthday" without you mom 💔!
I just hope the weather's gonna be nice #FingersCrosed 🤞 cause the only thing I wanna do on my Birthday is see you ❤️

I wanna thank those who took the time outta their busy lifes to talk & comfort me, when I was being a brat & havin a dramatic meltdown for the past 2 days 😊

#ExplanationAboutTinyTashasMeltdown.... My #IdolBritney is comin to the UK in August & I remember me & my #MamaBear (may she rip) plannin to go & see/meet her for my 30th, if she was on tour at the time, after we saw/met her in 2004 on her Onyx Hotel Tour for my 16th 😁

My mom (may she rip) was a fan of Britney too, not a #DieHardBritneyFanLikeMe but yeah 😁
We collected Britney Perfumes together ❤

#FastForwardToPresentDay.... 😮 Britney's comin to the UK & will be performing in Manchester like 3 weeks & 1 day after I turn 30 (yes I'm turnin 30) but I won't be able to see her though 😔... I know mom would want me to go but I can't afford it & I don't wanna go on my own, but for 2 people it's like £1000 & that's just the whole meet & greet package, yeah add the Petrol to get from A-B, The Parkin & Food & Drinks it all adds up, which makes it more than a grand man, yeah!

#ThinkingOutLoud
I don't want or expect anyone to bend over backwards & go the extra mile for me, but it would be nice if they did, like I have for them!

The #Meltdown was more to do with me & mom not stickin to our word (which we always did) 💔 it's just I kinda feel like I'm lettin her down by not doing it 😔 we made a pact for my 16th & stuck to our word & then made a pact for my 30th but hey, shit happens & sometimes it just can't be helped 💔 !

I #HandOnHeart ain't put this or any other post like this up for sympathy or anythin!
I was just feelin really emotional & being a brat about it & it's at times like this where I'm like....
"Why did you have to go so soon mom..."
It makes me miss her even more 😭! But seriously guy's 😊 from the bottom of my heart thank you ❤

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