I wanna thank those who took the time outta their busy lifes to talk & comfort me, when I was being a brat & havin a dramatic meltdown for the past 2 days 😊
#ExplanationAboutTinyTashasMeltdown.... My #IdolBritney is comin to the UK in August & I remember me & my #MamaBear (may she rip) plannin to go & see/meet her for my 30th, if she was on tour at the time, after we saw/met her in 2004 on her Onyx Hotel Tour for my 16th 😁
My mom (may she rip) was a fan of Britney too, not a #DieHardBritneyFanLikeMe but yeah 😁
We collected Britney Perfumes together ❤
#FastForwardToPresentDay.... 😮 Britney's comin to the UK & will be performing in Manchester like 3 weeks & 1 day after I turn 30 (yes I'm turnin 30) but I won't be able to see her though 😔... I know mom would want me to go but I can't afford it & I don't wanna go on my own, but for 2 people it's like £1000 & that's just the whole meet & greet package, yeah add the Petrol to get from A-B, The Parkin & Food & Drinks it all adds up, which makes it more than a grand man, yeah!
I don't want or expect anyone to bend over backwards & go the extra mile for me, but it would be nice if they did, like I have for them!
The #Meltdown was more to do with me & mom not stickin to our word (which we always did) 💔 it's just I kinda feel like I'm lettin her down by not doing it 😔 we made a pact for my 16th & stuck to our word & then made a pact for my 30th but hey, shit happens & sometimes it just can't be helped 💔 !
I #HandOnHeart ain't put this or any other post like this up for sympathy or anythin!
I was just feelin really emotional & being a brat about it & it's at times like this where I'm like....
"Why did you have to go so soon mom..."
It makes me miss her even more 😭! But seriously guy's 😊 from the bottom of my heart thank you ❤