Hello everyone, we all have experiences and i shared a little bit of mine with @theamandaiam during the self love challenge... I hope you learn a thing or two 😘😘😘.... GOOD AFTERNOON @Regrann from @theamandaiam - We are kicking off the first story by the beautiful #nofilterneeded Funmilayo @xoxoberrynilla. Y'all need to check her videos out, she's brilliant!
Anger with God
I could never forget how much confidence he gave me when I was about to write my exams to get into the university, I got the admission, I was about to resume, but strike happened and death happened, my Dad, my Captain was gone... and I felt so angry with God because I trusted God to Not take away my daddy, what had I done wrong?... The preacher had said bad things happen when we don't worship God right... So I took all the blame, and I was so angry with myself.. I felt like I could never do right by God and I hated myself.
I grew cold, I shutdown, I just froze... But along came friends who took me in, I began a personal journey of finding myself and knowing God for myself. It was at this point I realised that I am loved by God and I was created in His image and likeness..wonderfully and fearfully , nothing was my fault because God was an orchestrator of events who knew exactly what He was doing.
Initially I had taken a back seat in my life I was not going to so anything to make myself happy, I was not going to be in the limelight like I wanted to be, I was not going to do anything I loved because I did not deserve it , I was just going to lay low but God had not given me the spirit of fear... So I rose above it all.
My voice, my eyes, my teeth, my hair, how skinny or chubby I become... Do what I wanted as long as it pleases God and makes me happy.. It is still a process... But loving myself never felt soooooooooooooo Goooooooooood #iamloved - #regrann