I've been grappling with reoccurring health issues these past few weeks, and I'm trying not to fall off the radar in the midst of them as I sometimes do. For many years I've been under the shadow of a lot of pain with no known diagnosable origin. I've gotten good at smiling through it, at pressing on despite it, but it's always there to some degree, and some times it catches up to me with more vengeance than others.
I love stillness; I love silence; I love being alone. I know it can be hard to be close to me between this and my health so often preventing opportunities for me to do anything otherwise. For those who have been so understanding and supportive and patient with me, thank you. 💜 I wish I could be half as patient with myself. I'm so eager to do so much I've had on hold for so long.
In the meantime, I've been content dreaming and scheming and generally planning the shit out of some projects and travels I want to begin as soon as I'm able to. Despite my physical setbacks, so far this year has been the happiest one I've had in almost a decade, and being no stranger to depression, honestly as long as my mind is at peace and my heart is well, I consider myself to be well. 💖🌱 #forsythia #yellowflowers #naturelove #longhair #springtime #summertime #blooming #growing #movingforward #perseverance #inspiration #friends #grateful #thankful #downbutnotout