I wasn't going to share but now I feel more comfortable and feel blessed and grateful to be here, I'm 7 weeks postpartum today and it has not be an easy 7 weeks but I'm thankful because the day this little angel was born was almost my last ; I suffered sever hemorrhaging lost a lot of blood and passed out right after her delivery, 8 hours after the bleeding finally stoped and I was able to go into recovery, my doctor told me the morning after that if I was in another country I would not have made it,! We all think these thing will never happen to us, or that maternity mortality isn't really a thing in our time but it really is, and it really opened my eyes and made me so much more thankful for the life I have with my family and my kids, the photo to the left was the day before I had her and my biggest. Concern after having a healthy baby of course, was if I would get my body back?, and how my stretch marks will look? how could I get rid of them? my loose skin?... ... but today holding my 2nd little princess (photo on the right) I feel like how dare I judge this body after it has created 2 perfect miracles and I got out alive ,twice!! so yes I have more stretch marks, and my skin is more loose my belly button is deformed and saggy, but I'm here today to experience it all and I'm thankful for them because they are reminders that my body has done Incredible things, I created 2 amazing little humans and I'm here today to enjoy and experience every part of their life and growth and I can physically be here for them!
P.s. my amazing man @superstaraj was by my side the entire time, holding my hand through the it all! 🙏🏽💕 #postpartum #pregnant #newborn #postpartumbody #pregnancy #maternity #beforeandafter #postpartumbelly #stretchmarks #looseskin #blessed #thankful