The last thing that I heard was “if you were normal-“ do you know how hurtful that is? I a 100% know that I’m not and that I have terrible anxiety and that I don’t think like a “normal” person does and that I hurt more than other people and that I’m really sensitive and a lot of other things but...what’s the point of saying it? To make me feel bad and that’s the only reason why when I already feel worse than I’ve ever felt in my entire life but that just doesn’t matter right? So they just top how bad I’m already feeling by saying that I’m not normal but yet their ex’s were normal, definitely
I will never actually believe that I went through all of what I was put through that’s how bad everything was and I will never know why I put up with it I never will I should have put my foot down in the very beginning as should have left as soon as I saw the signs but I was too stupid to do so and I regret it every single day that I never left and that I just ever messaged him back.
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