you told me to not make you cry, but i have no idea how to make my words tear-proof, so i’m sorry if you do end up tearing up. jayden, i’ve known you for a little over six months now, and i’ve seen you remain strong throughout so many downfalls and heartaches, and the fact that you hold yourself together so well even if you’re going through an emotional hurricane is something that i admire so much because i wouldn’t have been to survive what you’ve managed to survive. you have the spirit of a firecracker, in all honesty. and, i know that we’ve fallen off the wagon before, but i’m so happy that we came to our senses and were able to talk it out and apologize to each other because you mean absolutely everything to me, and there are certain situations that only you know about that i wouldn’t have been able to fully experience and go through if it weren’t for you. you are one of my closest friends on here, and i hope we never ever break off again because the idea of that actually frightens me. (i’m currently tearing up right now while writing this, so BEAR with me. wink, wink.) again, you always leave me speechless at how you maintain composure every time something bad occurs in your life, and i’m pretty sure that that characteristic is something that everyone wishes they could have—especially me because i don’t handle being hurt or in any kind of pain very well. trust me. all in all, i want you to know that i love you so very much, and i hold you so close to my heart. you have my heart, actually and i want you to keep it safe.