Here I am again. So Becka ( @basicirwin ) did a good job for posting yesterday😊. So yeahh... yesterday I was to a concert and was the whole day in Amsterdam so I didn't have any time to post. That's why the lovely Becka posted for me.
First thank you for the sweet comments you left. Just thank you. It really made me smile❤. Tbh I don't feel really great at the moment. I'm really tired. It's pretty hot where I live and my feelings are all over the place now. It's just I wanna cry so bad, but I can't. I just don't feel good and I feel really insecure. It's just everything is too much at the moment. It feels like I don't matter to you. It feels like this account doesn't matter to you. It feels like I don't even matter in the world. I'm sorry with bothering you with this, but I have to get it off my chest. I just... I'm sorry. I don't even know what I'm saying at the moment. I just type this caption with a numb feeling while I'm watching Ashton videos, because as always he's the reason for me to stay strong. Sometimes I just... I don't know. I don't even know what I'm feeling right now. I only know that I want it to stop and I know that no one actually cares about this. I'm sorry. I'm just so sorry... I want to mark my wrist with lines again, but I won't do it for Ashton. Gosh, everything seems about Ashton. It's so pathetic. I feel like it's pathetic. I think it's pathetic for me. Not you... I don't even know it anymore... 💔
Anyway, I hope you are doing good and I hope you feel loved and cared about. I care about you. I love you. You're not alone, beautiful❤
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