Soo been feeling pretty good today might as well give a little update. It's been a very long year first off! Over the winter I lost so much weight I didn't think I would ever gain it back. Life got very scary and very lonely. (Still lonely) And I began to seclude myself even more. (I still am) I don't return msgs. (I don't receive many now days anyways so I guess it doesn't matter). I avoid having to talk to plp at all costs. Sunglasses in stores, 😎 self check out lines, sending family members out to do my shopping. Now all of this has really made my anxiety skyrocket.
But I have made some good progress this summer and have replied to a few msgs, and even made a few phone calls. (These are really big for me)
So next Wed I have a Dr apt with my GI and I've been putting it off for a while now because in all honesty I'm scared shit less to hear what the Dr has to say about my progression and or regression depending on your pov.
But today is the first day I've felt pretty good mentally and physically. Also I'm up to #103lbs 🙌 yay me lol
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